"holidays" over soon...

我们肩靠肩的站着
看着不停流动的河
这阵子麻烦你了
被我的爱拉住了
终于你要走了

还是想叫你亲爱的
而自由是你最爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的
彩排我们转过身

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱我

记得一定要好好的
不管遇见了什么人
你在我耳边说着
声音却飞的好远
我也终于勇敢了

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我懂你没有我更辽阔

被你爱过我真的很快乐
只是成长要经过悲伤的
现在我相信那最深刻的爱
不一定会陪着我们到老的






yeah!

Merry Christmas!!!
hmm.. too late for that liao...

Happy New Year!!!!!
erm.. too early...

lol..

says it now first as I don't know when will I be blogging...


shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

yesterday went out for dinner with priscilla & zhen jie..
before that went to BATA to buy slippers..

BATA = "Buy And Throw Away" according to pris..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...







after that we ate at Han's!
long time since i went there to have something..
think the last time i went was with my mum and bro and my cousins...
always went there with them whenever it's a person birthday..


last time went to Han's is like "WOAH", "YEAH"...
now is like... "erm... okay lo..."

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...




these were what we ate...
a set meal with a drink and dessert and a soup of the day..
for just $7.80 onwards...
but the portion quite okay...
if u're not looking for a HEAVY meal, Han's is just right for u...



Chicken Carbonara


Black Pepper Chicken Chop


Grilled Fillets of Turkey with Cranberry and Thousand Island sauce





then zhen jie and I went to buy Munchy Donuts!




Nice!















Later...

At last...

我靜靜站在轉角 看玻璃透亮了街道
眼淚往下掉 你曾經對著我微笑
夜景美麗的喧鬧 在我眼中巳不重要
打溼了外套 這感覺誰又會知道

我是你的影子 隨時都可能消失
你說了太多藉口 我不懂

看來我不懂 不懂你的冷默
我不懂 不懂怎麼承受
為什麼 現在聽你每句話 怎麼都會有點心痛
如果你要走 帶走所有的痛
你要走 那就放我自由
我沈默 只是因為我不要 看到你在他 懷中

我聽不懂 我看不懂 我猜不透 你的心

yeah!!!
3 projects down!!!
and the two weeks break have finally arrived!


the projects are once again piling up!!!

let me count...

not a lot actually...
hmm...








the projects are from:
2 Family and Youth
1 Marketing Management
1 Business Law
1 ICT
1 Sport and Wellness Management..









only 6 projects!!!
(ok im kidding myself...)





don't know which idiot in NYP set this kind of PACKED two weeks break for us...
so nice of them..
don't let me see them in NYP..
or else I don't know wad i will "do" to thank them...



shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...







I don't care!


I wana slack for the first few days before I start to do anything..
wana claim back the slacking period which is rightfully belongs to me in the first place..

ARGH!!!


shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...



















just few updates from last week...


went out with 3P (w/o kaibin)...
we went suntec...
then saw F.I.R autograph session!!!
woo hooo!!!!
we all so happy...
in the end we went there and take photos of...


LIN PEI FEN!!!




wahahahahahahha

fyi, she is the host of the autograph session and also a DJ from 93.3FM...

she attracts more attention than the main guests of the session...
at least to us...
lol..




from back view...






to side view...





finally... a front view...





after that we went kbox!!!
2pm to 6pm..
$15.50 nett...
each person one drink, one snack and one side dishes which includes fries, sotong balls, nuggets..

quite a good package...

then swensen for dinner!!!
keep wanted to take photo but don't dare...
(inside joke)...









to johnson....


this is you before army...
which u will serve the nation from 15th Dec 2007 onwards...

let see wad can army turn you into...
fitter?
of course..

cya soon when u're out of camp and compare with this photo..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...










long time never post so long liao..


later...

I survived...

I did it!
I complete 42.195km!!!
can u believe it?

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I did it in 7h:56m:34s...




ok, iI know it's slow...
but I still completed it..

wahahahahahhahaha...
I never ran more than 10km in my whole life and now I have completed 42km...
yeah!


the first 20km is quite ok for me...
but the remaining 22km become very tough..
especially the route in east coast park!
DAMN long..
seems impossible to complete it...
i only start to sprint during the last 1km..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

during the marathon, heard this uncle saying that...


"Every people will say that this will be their last time they will ever take part in the marathon. But they always come back the next year."


come to think of it, actually quite true...
who knows that I may take part in next year's standard chartered marathon?

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...











back to studies...

ICT test gone for sure...
now 2 projects due next friday...
argh....
can the term break come faster?

there's still lots and lots of projects to chiong during the term break...
but at least it's a "break"...











later...

random...

這首為你點播的歌 如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌 音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂 拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得 這首歌 唱完的是我

我努力唱完這歌 我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的 下一首已經不是我
我努力唱大嘶吼 我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得 這首歌給我最愛的






one more to go!
yeah!!!

business law ICA not bad...
Business Finance ICA not very good...

now only left EFMA ICA...
which is tml...

but why am I still here blogging?!
shit..

gotta go...

ciaoz peeps!







10 days more!

busy busy busy...

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及 仔仔细细 写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配








reports are done and handed in finally!
can chill a bit now..

but my nightmare has not ended just yet...
3 ICAs will be next for me to face..

will I be victorious or lose in this tough battle?
i don't know...
maybe hard work will make a difference to the end result..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

"A" level finishing soon..
YEAH!
but it's none of my business..
my tests just starting to come and my friends' major exam are gonna end soon..
just a MCQs paper distance them away from freedom..
shiok liao lo...
lol..

just hope mine also will finish soon...
but after my ICAs, projects are piling up once again..
wth?!

enough of projects and ICAs...
back to training days...
my staminas' getting from bad to worse..
and 42.195km is waiting for me on 2nd Dec.. (about 2 weeks from now...)
sure die...
but how to train when there are just so many things to do?
too bad..
so I will now wait and see how I "survive" that..
maybe i will not survive at all..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

later...

just a part of the journey...

我们的开始 是很长的电影
放映了三年 我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转
望着你 慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈 圈起了谁改变
如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎

long time never post liao...
recently quite busy even though without trainings...
wad if there's trainings?
plus projects and tutorials...
it really can give me a KO punch straight to my face...


2 projects due next week..
I only touch one of it.. (and it's only about 10% of the whole project...)
after next week, ICAs are next and more projects are on-going...
when will I really have a nice break which I do not need to worry about anything???


not in the near future..
I suppose..





TEP results are out..
not that good..
GPA drops...
but there's one module that im very pleased with the grade even though it's a D+!
I really do not know anything about the module...
maybe this time is just plain luck that i scrap it through..
I PROMISE there will not be a second time this kinda thing will happen..
I hope so...

















I AM NOW IN "DOING-PROJECTS" MODE!








do not disturb...





shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...





















































Team NYP Dragonboat

faces had been changing,
no one will ever know when another comes or goes,
treasure the time together will be the way to go...

races we fought,
conflicts we had,
yet the team is still around..
but who can promise that it will always remain the same?

the goals we set,
the dreams we hope to achieve,
is still a long way to attain it...
will everyone hang on and prepare to face the changes that are arising?

when one cannot get the things that they wanted so badly,
hiding their real feeling is one option..
letting out the emotions is another..
we had experienced that before..
so are we strong enough to brace ourselves for the next event?

things will certainly change after this...
be it the people who trains,
or the people who are being trained..

what will the future be for the team?
no one knows..
but one thing I understand is...

the strong ones will remain...



NYP ALL-OUT!

IKEA!

醒来只有我一个人
分不清黄昏或清晨
空气微冷有甚么在流失 慢慢降温
一颗心往下沉
毕竟只是太短的 梦
彼此终于退回陌生
我加上你两个人并不等于我们

你想我吗 会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗 飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗 如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答

空屋子里没有回声
但我记忆有你指纹
我加上你两个人却并不等于我们

你想我吗 会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗 飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗 如果诚实回答
可是爱也让人疲乏

你知道吗 我心快要溶化
是这样吗 压抑的会爆发
你爱我吗 爱我就懂我吗

告诉我善意的谎话
告诉我善意的谎话
好让我相信我不是
太傻



shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

3rd November 2007...
it's coming...

will it be a day to remember or a day to forget?

ALL OUT is the words...
no regrets after that...



back to lessons days...

it's week 3 now...
there is really many assignments piling up already...
some are to be handed in by week 5 and i haven't even touch it at all..
just hope that somehow things will be done nicely by that time...


has been watching "My Date With a Vampire" recently..
(maybe that's the reason why my assignments are choking up to my neck now...)
it's nice!
go watch it on crunchyroll...


"A" level is ongoing now...
Good luck to all my JC friends...
now be hardworking and u will get a good return of harvest definitely...


just to mention this...
my next LONG break away from studies will only come around July NEXT YEAR!

YES!
u never see wrongly...
it's the second part of the year of rat, 2008...

SIANZ!
I WANT MY HOLIDAY!


hmm...
if u ever want to find a place to sit down and drink a cup of coffee with your friends,
u can go to...

not starbucks...
not TCC...
not McCafe...

is...


IKEA! (u should know that when u look at the title of this post)

trust me...
it's a nice place and the price is reasonable...
jason, mac and lincoln will certainly agree this...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...




later...

2nd week...

难过的左心房渐渐冷却
原来是晴天 变成雨天
爱走了多远 遗留在昨天
辛酸只能 强忍住不被发现

还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的 黑白相间
我们肩并肩 走不到明天
终于我了解 爱有期限

也许放开后我才学会 两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些 密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面 美好的总还值得怀念
就算(可惜)你离我越来越远 再看不见我的转变

我微笑着 和你拥抱道别
却模糊了 最后一句再见

time flies...
just a blink of an eye and it's already second week of studies..

first week not bad..
get to know more about the modules that i am taking..
quite relaxing also..
but bad thing is i can already feel the works getting to pile up...

hate that feeling...
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

recent trainings were good...
the timing has improved..
1min 20secs...
coach is pleased..
the morale of the rest of us is high..
hope this impression is not temporary as the race is getting nearer..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

6 weeks more to standard chartered run...
42.195km...
i have not even start to train...
will i make it?
i SERIOUSLY doubt that...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...




ciaoz...


by the way..
Milan sark!

80th!

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
看著你哭泣的臉 對著我說再見
來不及聽見 你已走得很遠

也許你已經放棄我 也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過 請再給我一個理由
說你不愛我

就算是我不懂 能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作你的請求
我知道堅持要走 是你受傷的藉口
請你回頭 我會陪你一直走到最後
就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
我知道你的痛 是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走 請你記得我

如果難過 請你忘了我





shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

this will be the 80th post of my blog..
*cLaP*

another boring post i suppose..

tml will be the first day since year 1 that i will be stepping into lecture hall, tutorial room as my attachment is officially over..

sianz!
will miss the time at the gym...

tutorials, tests, projects and exams..
HERE I COME!!!

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

and i still don't know about my attachment results...
think about the third or fouth week of October the results will be released..
hope i can get a good one ba..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

as for the song that i put in this post..
it's my favourite song since i was sec3..
until now it still remains the same..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo..

miss those time where my friends used to listen to my Discman when we were on bus..
even though i had other songs, i only listened to this song and kept repeating it..
my friends gotta endure with it all the time...

LOL!





later..

Over You...

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

*Chorus
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

*Chorus

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

*Chorus

Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.






3rd post in 3 days...
amazing...

i should be doing my reports instead of blogging now...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

Half time:
Man Utd 0 AS Roma 0...

Will Man Utd win this match?
Shall see it later...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I WANT TO CHIONG REPORTS!
this is the 2nd time that i had said it...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
and this is the 1244856893465 times that i had said that...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

ciaoz!

LOL!

Love this ad...
So funny...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I WANT TO CHIONG REPORTS!

lol...

bye!

=D

一秒的安慰 (a moment of consolation)

闭上眼就看见你的侧脸
这感觉像你还靠在我肩
沿着你眉间 轻抚忧郁的眼
让失眠的我守在你的梦里面

想听见你的呼吸在耳边
这音乐能平静我的一切
明天再遥远 不过是训练
训练多疼你一点

*Chorus

想听见你说的任何字眼
会温暖这颗心忘了疲倦
再多的考验 不过是训练
训练更多的了解

*Chorus
一秒的安慰 是我想你的滋味
微甜的滋味 让我能去面对
欠你的安慰 尽管你从不曾说累
你寂寞的眼 我发现 对你总不够体贴

一秒的安慰 是那思念的滋味
微甜的滋味 给你力气面对
温柔的安慰 让它流入你的心扉
给我机会 去体会 生命里有你
多美





First post in the month October!

it's still song..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

sianz...
it's Children's Day and yet is my 8th week of my attachment..
one more week and i will say bye bye to TEP..
hope i can get a result to pass TEP..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo..

test and reports coming up next for me..
hope can finish it before the deadline, not rushing it on the very last minute..
hate the feeling, but that's where motivation comes naturally..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

gonna get some sleep real soon...
after two has been my sleeping time since don't know when...
and attachments and trainings were packed throughout the last 8 weeks...
getting sick of it..

and how will the timetable be for next semester?
hope there will be time for me to get sufficient rest...

ciaoz peeps!

why can't girls use a better way to handle certain situation without hurting someone?

songs of the moment!

北風毫不留情 把葉子吹落 脆弱的她選擇了逃脫
葉子失去消息 風才感覺寂寞 整個冬天
北風的痛沒人能說

*Chorus
我從來沒想過 我會這樣做 從來沒愛過 所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛 從哪裡降落 多少不能原諒的錯
卻不能重來過

翻開回憶角落 完美的生活 以為幸福都可以掌握
仔細回味當初 那個故事背後 Oh 原來是我
犯下從沒承認的錯

*Chorus

在這少了你的世界 Oh 找不回那些感覺
其實我不想道別 那些過去

我從來沒想過 我會這樣做
從來沒愛過 所以愛錯 (從來沒有愛過那麼認真)
我從哪裡起飛 從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯 卻不能重來過

我從來沒想過 我會這樣做 從來沒愛過 所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛 從哪裡降落 多少不能原諒的錯
請你原諒我的愛錯




從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦 寂寞 還有一些疲憊
不允許找人隨意進入我的零度空間
寧願 孤獨 懶的再去想誰

倆個人一起是否只是得到一種安慰
掙脫 過去 然後忘記一切
沒想過有天我的結局忽然全部改變
誰會 抓住 我的無力雙臂

怎麼 會哭 (誰錯誰對 為誰抱歉)
不會 再哭 (誰錯誰對 為誰憔悴)

走入零度空間 等到一切分裂 就算愛的危險 我們一起面對
來不及的防備 沒聽過的誓言 要我怎麼學會 多了愛的明天
走出零度空間 終於一切分裂 就算愛的很累 我卻不會後悔
放下所有防備 一切都無所謂 逃出黑暗世界 開始新的明天
新的 明天

新的 世界

Lovin' you...

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you

La la la la la...
La la la la la...
La la la la la la la la la la...

Do do do do do do...

Ah~~~~~~~~

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you

La la la la la...
La la la la la...
La la la la la la la la la la...

Do do do do do do...

Ah~~~~~~~~





shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
long time never post liao...

now just post for fun lo...

recently rmb this song...
the high pitch is like unreachable lo...
don't believe me u can try it yourself...

always thought was mariah carey who sing it..
but i am wrong..
is minnie riperton who sang it..
know who is she?

jacky wu sometimes will sing this song in e variety show he host..
damn funny lo...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

ciaoz!

Devil Beside You

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

yO!

my tagbox is back!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

so long never post liao..
so just post one lo..

haha..

I am watching "Devil Beside You" recently...
is a DAMN nice show lo...
those who have not watch go watch it on crunchyroll...
but this show quite long ago liao..
maybe a lot of you watch before le..
im the slower one...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

ciaoz guys!

=D

music from "Secret"

*Secret*


*Piano Battle 1*


*Piano Battle 2*


*三手联弹*


*湘伦小雨四手联弹*


*One Hand Music*


*小雨写立可白 I*


*小雨写立可白 II*

只要你能愉快

雨 不停落下来
花 怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人 欣赏悲哀

爱 只剩下无奈
我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块 就不精采

*Chorus
紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡 今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心 有一句感慨
我 还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段 还在不在

*Chorus x2

只要你能愉快...