being able to live normally everyday is a happy and warm thing

如果你眼神能夠為我 片刻的降臨
如果你能聽到 心碎的聲音
沉默的守護著你 沉默的等奇蹟
沉默的讓自己 像是空氣

大家都吃著聊著笑著 今晚多開心
最角落裡的我 笑得多合群
盤底的洋蔥像我 永遠是調味品
偷偷的看著你 偷偷的隱藏著自己

如果你願意一層一層一層 的剝開我的心
你會發現 你會訝異
你是我 最壓抑 最深處的秘密

如果你願意一層一層一層 的剝開我的心
你會鼻酸 你會流淚
只要你能 聽到我 看到我的全心全意

聽妳說妳和妳的他們 曖昧的空氣
我和我的絕望 裝得很風趣
我就樣一顆洋蔥 永遠是配角戲
多希望能與妳 有一秒 專屬的劇情







"one litre of tears" does it again...
it's the second time i watched and yet the same thing happen..
or even worse..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

whoever thinks that they are leading a boring life, please watch this drama..
http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseriesmedia?id=521

a die die must watch drama...
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

want to take up some pics from SICC in the first place..
but blogger dun allow me to do that..
hang when i click "add image"...
too bad..




later..

6th week!

Monday night I feel so low
Count the hours they go so slow
I know the sound of your voice
Can save my soul

City lights, streets of gold
Look out my window to the world below
Moves so fast and it feels so cold
And I`m all alone

Don`t let me die
I`m losing my mind
Baby just give me a sign

And now that you`re gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can`t go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you

I can`t sleep and I`m up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life

Don`t let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how

And now that you`re gone
Who am I without you now
I can`t go on
I just wanna be with you






shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

actually quite fast uh?
5 more weeks and im out of SICC..
maybe will miss the days there ba..
gotta treasure the time there now..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

results' out soon...
OMG!
quite scared...
but what to do?
haha..

been at the counter for the past 3weeks already...
getting used to it...
but now it's the time to teach the new interns stuffs that i know..
so i can slack?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
today they pick up quite fast..
not bad...

nypdb finally won something!
together with RP...
maybe that's the start of the great comeback of nypdb?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

actually i don't know why i want to post a blog today..
also nothing much to blog...
living a "no life" life...
work and work and more work..

i want my sleep back!

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...









later..

approaching 1 month of IPP..

说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去 我不要紧

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心 怎么你不抗拒

感情没有防盗锁 爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路 试着不再难过
变得成熟 是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
就离开我 别回过头
不要用从前看以后

我猜是我的错 爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后 偶尔记得那疯狂不成熟的我
不说穿了 不要结果

不伪装了 我的难过





coming to the 4th week in SICC..
not bad..
people there still calling me "ah boy", "xiao di" instead of my name..
never mind..
this is perhaps better?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

almost late of quite a few times..
miss the bustop which im supposed to alight..
but there is still not a single time later than 0830 in my attendance card..
thx to members and staffs' cars...

i hate the time between 0830 to 1200..
work efficiency is damn poor..
alone doing my data entries make me feel tired..

new attachment students coming in soon!
that may lessen my workload..
and make new friends..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

JI escaping..
it's near my workplace..
read from newspaper..
would anyone actually dial 999 when they saw him?
doubt that...
but i still have trust in Singapore Police Force..
btw, they have just correct something..
Mas Selamat bin Kastari will only limp on his LEFT leg when he is RUNNING or walking very fast..
walking normally is no problem for him..

friends are leaving for studies...
China, Germany, Australia...
all the best for them! =))




im tired...














very tired...