Friday, August 31, 2007
music from "Secret"
*Piano Battle 1*
*Piano Battle 2*
*三手联弹*
*湘伦小雨四手联弹*
*One Hand Music*
*小雨写立可白 I*
*小雨写立可白 II*
Monday, August 27, 2007
Sunday, August 26, 2007
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
你消失的一百天 我没了笑脸 怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线 一点一点 没知觉
泛红双眼 不成眠 它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸 特效药也 无解
才发现 我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
Oh... 过敏源 是对你的思念
我想我 才了解 我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变 是想念 没断线
我想我 才发现 感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
Oh... 过敏源 是为你流的泪
我想我 才了解 就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变 是眼泪 弄湿脸
季节一直变 但我的心 没有变
你消失的一百天 我没了笑脸 没知觉
Saturday, August 25, 2007
放在糖果旁的是我 很想回憶的甜
走廊燈關上 書包放 走到房間窗外望
回想剛買的書 一本名叫半島鐵盒
放在床 邊堆好多 第一頁第六頁第七頁序
我永遠 都想不到陪我看這書的你會要走
不再是 不再有 現在已經看不到
鐵盒的鑰匙孔 透了光 看見它 銹了好久
好舊好舊 外面的灰塵包圍了我
好暗好暗 鐵盒的鑰匙我找不到
放在糖果旁的是我 很想回憶的甜
然而過濾了你和我 淪落而成美
沉在盒子裡的是你 給我的快樂
我很想記得可是我記不得
為什麼這樣子 你拉著我 說你有些猶豫
怎麼這樣子 雨還沒停 你就撐傘要走
已經習慣 不去阻止你 過好一陣子 你就會回來
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間
為什麼這樣子 你看著我說你已經決定
我拉不住你 他的手應該比我更暖
鐵盒的序 變成了日記 變成了空氣 演化成回憶
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間
所以你棄權
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
I hate myself...
一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间
*Chorus
想回到过去 试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知 还来不来得及
想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁
*Chorus
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
想回到过去
I don't know what is happening to me...
I am actually giving up on something that once considered very important to me...
Think that's the only way to go...
I should not stay in the past,
and should move on peacefully...
I am a weakling...
Unable to handle this kind of situation...
Maybe it is my first time that I really put lots of effort in something,
And nothing has come out in the end...
I hate myself...
I hate it when I have to do this...
I hate it when I have to be a bastard...
I had already lose something now...
But I may gain something back in the future?
God knows...
I will be strong...
But what I need now is just one word...
Time...
Monday, August 20, 2007
To you...
看着右手 被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手 按下号码之后
那首属于我 的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过 坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说 表情才不难过
~Chorus~
我想要说 我想要说
如果没有了你 我该如何往下走
那一秒钟 有没有发现我 倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手 在这一切之后
整夜的风 冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口 再一次的路过
等在那角落 的人已不是我
默写你的爱过 坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说 表情才不难过
~Chorus~ x2
怎么劝我放手 在这一切
Looking at the photos of us,
Sweet memories flow back instantly,
Everything seems to have just happened yesterday...
Endless late night calls,
On going messages,
Meet ups every now and then,
Make us grow closer to each other...
But I have to know one fact,
That is people and things do change,
And we cannot undo the change just with a snap of fingers,
What we can only do is nothing but to accept it unwillingly...
No reply,
Unsimilar reaction,
Sudden change of tone,
Maybe that's the hint I should have recognised it long ago...
But I never,
I don't want to,
Because I do believe in miracle,
But that's only my naive thinking...
The lies that you had said,
I choose not to listen to it...
Because I think that you are just lost for the moment,
And one day you will be awake..
But your heart is no longer with me,
Yet I am still holding onto it without any regrets...
In fact I am fighting for something that is already gone...
Going past places we had been to,
Having ur favourite things,
Images of us just appear in my mind unintentionally...
And that only make me feel even harder to let you go...
But now you had already moved on,
Leading a new life...
I am still there... alone...
Reminisce with past that doesn't exist in the reality anymore...
Your smile,
Your laughter,
Your feelings,
Seems drifting away from me already...
Maybe I am just another ordinary guy in your life...
Maybe there is nothing between us from the beginning...
It's only me who imagine it in a positive manner...
And now the truth had hit me back hard to the ground..
So I shall move on also,
I will not weep,
Because there's no more tears for me to shed already..
I can do nothing now but to give you my bleesings for your future..
I will try my very best to forget you...
The one who plays a big part of my life...
No matter what,
Thank you for leaving your footprints in my lonely life...
Good bye to the painful past...
and...
Welcome the unknown future for me...
gifted*
never be forgotten...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
I don't know what to say...
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱
会不会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见
im back frm PAddles at marina...
wad u said last time..
the event a bit boring lo..
wad we did last time..
make us wake up at 0400 where i didn't slp at all.. (how can i slp?)
have already been a meaningless past for u..
then reach kallang by 0545...
nth else..
sit dere do nth until our partners arrive.. (why they can arrive later than us?)
fling?
then kayak from kallang to marina..
i guess i know wads tt word means now..
wait dere for president of Singapore to arrive..
and is this how we are going to be eventually?
then do our "unique" kayak salute to him as a gift for Singapore..
ur actions..
after tt row back to kallang..
ur words..
and wait for bus to fetch us back to nyp..
ur thinking..
the whole thing is like a bit waste of time lo..
ur method of handling this situation..
but at least i gt the experience of it which not everyone have..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo..
ciaoz!
i really duno wad to say...
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Frog Legs Porridge!
Always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
*Chorus*
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
that lies on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
*Chorus*
We were made for each other
I'm here forever
I know we were
Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
*Chorus*
yO!
2dae after attachment me, lincoln and tisa went for dinner at serangoon..
and we had..
frog legs porridge!
as my title had stated..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
ok la.. not bad lo..
can eat it once in a while..
then after tt we went kovan to cup walker-ing..
love it..
2ml gotta stay overnite at nyp..
coz the nxt day gotta reach kallang by 0600..
sianz 1/2..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
ciaoz!
maybe time isn't right now...
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
3P reunited...
你說我像一個小孩 總愛讓你猜
我說你才像個小孩 總要我說才明白
有些事太快 失去了等待 障礙 沒了期待
我們的愛 怎麼才自然 每次溝通不來
就要離開 就說不要愛
我掉進愛情懸崖 跌太深爬不出來
下降的速度太快 來不及踏上未來
你的愛反覆徘徊 打亂我的呼吸節拍
該怎麼逃開 我控制不來
我掉進愛情懸崖 回想起你的可愛
傻傻的還在等待 以為你還會回來
你的臉慢慢離開 時間快將我掩埋
消失的太快 我負荷不來
yO!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
haha..
2dae finally meet up with 3P! and pris...
only w/o mehh...
coz having exam ba...
nice dinner at the "ah bengs" western at the coffeeshop beside hougang plaza..
lol..
and also cup walker-ing at cp..
shiok!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
now is haoz to plan something liao..
hope is something good and already confirm de..
not on tt day meet then decide..
haha..
ciaoz peeps!
bb tea tastes different now...
不能说的秘密
happy mah?
haha..
dun ask me why i closed my blog..
i wun say anything..
it's a secret..
不能说的秘密...
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
faster view my blog daily...
maybe i will close it again?!
who know?
lol..
the song..
i know i had posted it b4...
but i like it very much..
so juz post it..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
the movie trailer..
quite nice lo..
but make sure u watch it with the right people..
haoz n johnson shud know wad i mean..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
ciaoz!
no matter if we still can meet each other...
no matter if you can still remember me...
i just want to tell you a secret...
i love you...
Monday, August 13, 2007
song of the moment!
除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我
浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
One Litres of Tears
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo…
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo…
Tadoritsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru
Nigeru tame ja naku
Yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa
Tooi natsu no ano hi…
Ashita sae mieta nara
Tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae e susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu to iu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime
Asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni
Namida kirari ochiru…
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsukiakari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobidatou
Motto mae e susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi, tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae e susume
Monday, August 06, 2007
song of the moment!
等待 我隨時隨地在等待
做你感情上的依賴
我沒有任何的疑問 這是愛
我猜 你早就想要說明白
我覺得自己好失敗
從天堂掉落到深淵 多無奈
我願意改變 (what can I do?)
重新再來一遍(just give me chance)
我無法只是普通朋友
感情已那麼深 叫我怎麼能收手
但你說I only want to be your friend做個朋友
我在你心中只是just a friend 不是情人
我感激你對我這樣的坦白
但我給你的愛暫時收不回來
So I 我不能只是be your friend
I just can't be your friend no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友 不能只是做普通朋友
Friday, August 03, 2007
song of the moment!
我讨厌 阴天的风 冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你 找到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱
只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句 其实还爱你
song of the moment!
只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你