I hate myself...

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间

*Chorus
想回到过去 试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知 还来不来得及
想回到过去

思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

*Chorus

沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
想回到过去

I don't know what is happening to me...
I am actually giving up on something that once considered very important to me...

Think that's the only way to go...

I should not stay in the past,
and should move on peacefully...

I am a weakling...
Unable to handle this kind of situation...
Maybe it is my first time that I really put lots of effort in something,
And nothing has come out in the end...

I hate myself...
I hate it when I have to do this...
I hate it when I have to be a bastard...

I had already lose something now...
But I may gain something back in the future?

God knows...

I will be strong...

But what I need now is just one word...

Time...