Just when I thought the traces of glimmer thing with feathers are still there, a perdu menac surfaces abruptly! Should have foresee that in the earlier stage..

What can be seen is not always what it perceive to be.

1.

a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

2.

a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.

3.
a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.

No classification whatsoever will be ever present at the anterior.

Going down the memory lane, solitary response is always the case when declaration is made.
Thus, phobia outlines the thought of going for it again...

Or is this the perfect jiff to break the curse that may not to spoken about?

Yet, sticking around hoping to stumble upon the reason to call it off??? And there is already a ready made replacement available?! A better one too!
Not a part of the episode that wanted to be developed, but fact and reality knocked you straight in your face... When is THAT very moment for you??

Till now, strong affinity is the most that will materialize. Nevertheless, more is still the crucial factor to look out for...

당신과 함께 "그냥 친구"가 될 이유가 없습니다.

The Day I Confessed...

**Romanization**


Eotteohge malhalkka subaekbeon saenggakhaneura
Jameur seolchyeoseo eolguldo eongmangigo
Oneulttara meorikkaji mame andeureo
Harujongir anjeolbujeol

Eoneusae neoreur mannagi han siganjeon
Kkocjibe deulleo kkoceur jomsaryeoneunde
Jangmilsalkka dareunkkocsalkka
Era moreugetda ajumma ippeuge haejuseyo

Oneureun neor mannamyeon ippeudago malharyeo haetneunde
Eolgulbojamaja naega kkocsaseunikka niga bapsa
Eojjeom ireon malman nawa

Dodaeche meongcheonghangeonji anim sunjinhangeonji
Ireohge hansimhan malman twieonawa
Sasirseun naega haryeohaetdeon mareun marya
Nan neor saranghae

Bamsaewi yeonseuphaetdeonmar da ijeobeorigo
Meoseopsi geunyang geonnen kkocdabaredo
Balkge useojudeon manhi johahadeon neon cheonsaya
You are my angel

Bapmeokgo ireon jeoreon yaegilnanumyeo
Eonje malhalkka gihoeman yeotbodaga
Jigeumhalkka jigeumiya sasir na ijen amugeotdo andeullyeo

Naemameun neo animyeon andoendago malharyeo haneunde
Dur da oerounde hanbeon mannabollae
Gyesogireonmalman nawa

Dodaeche meongcheonghangeonji anim sunjinhangeonji
Ireohge hansimhan malman twieonawa
Sasirseun naega haryeohaetdeon mareun marya
Nan neor saranghae

Bamsaewi yeonseuphaetdeonmar da ijeobeorigo
Meoseopsi geunyang geonnen kkocdabaredo
Balkge useojudeon manhi johahadeon neon cheonsaya
You are my angel

Neor saranghae neor saranghae bamsae yeonseuphago haji mothanmal
Neor johahae neor saranghae kkog haejugo sipdeon mal

Oh dodaeche meongcheonghangeonji anim sunjinhangeonji
Ireohge hansimhan malman twieonawa
Sasirseun naega haryeohaetdeon mareun marya
Nan neor saranghae

Bamsaewi yeonseuphaetdeonmar da ijeobeorigo
Meoseopsi geunyang geonnen kkocdabaredo
Balkge useojudeon manhi johahadeon neon cheonsaya
You are my angel

You are my angel
Naega deo jalhalge




**English Translation**



How should I say this? I’ve thought about it hundreds of times
I couldn’t sleep well and my face looks horrible
I’m not happy with my hair today
I’m on tenterhooks all day

Unknowingly, there’s only an hour left till I meet you
I went to the florist and wanted to buy you some flowers
Should I buy roses? Or should I buy another type of flower?
Ah I don’t know anymore. “Ahjumma, make it prettier please~!”

When we meet today, I was going to say you’re pretty
But when we actually met, “I bought you flowers so you buy me food!”
Why did I end up saying these things?

Am I simply stupid or naïve?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I’m just giving you this flower so dully
You still smile at me brightly and look like you really like it

You are my angel

We were chatting about this and that while we eat
When should I say it, waiting for the chance
Should I say it now? I should say it now. Actually, I can’t hear anything right now.

I wanted to tell you that my heart belongs only to you
“Since the two of us are lonely, so let’s try dating each other”
I kept saying such words

Am I simply stupid or naïve?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I confessed in a dull manner
But you still smile brightly and nodded your head lightly at me
You are an angel

You are my angel

I love you I love you
The words I practiced the whole night I still can’t say it out
I like you, I love you, these are words I must tell you

Oh am I simply stupid or naïve?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I confessed in a dull manner
But you still smile brightly and nodded your head lightly at me

You are my angel
You are my angel

I would treat you better







I know that I'm already a bit slow about this song but it's damn nice!
So sweet of Jo kwon, writing his feelings for Ga In in this song!
If anyone don't know what I'm talking about, then I think it's about time for you to watch "We Got Married"!


Till next post! =D

It's okay even if it hurts

(English)

It's okay even if I can't see
It's okay even if I can't breath
If I could meet you only once
If I could give you all my heart

How much more do I have to miss you
So that maybe you could know my heart?
How much more do I to cry and cry
So that tears could be dry?

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

The farther I turn away so as to forget you
The more I miss you, What can I do
Even when you keep telling me it's not right just

to keep me away from you
You are the only one to me, What can I do

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

Even if I get poisoned and pricked
My love for you can't stop
I will wait for you until forever
I will endure even if it hurts and hurts

Because of loving you more
It's okay even if tears fall down
It's okay even if it hurts...





(Romanization)

Noon ee meoleo do gwaen chanayo
Soom ee meojeo do gwaen chanayo
Hanbun man geudae bol soo eetda myun
Nae mam modoo jool soo eetda myun

Nae ga eol mana deo geu lee weo haeya
Geu dae nae mam ahl soo eet nayo
Nae ga eol mana deo oolgo ool eoya
Noon mool ee ma leul soo eet nayo

Geu dael saranghae seo ah peun gun gayo
Neo moo saranghae seo beol bahd neun gun gayo
Bee lok nae moh deun geol eel neun da hae do
Geu dael ha na myun geu geo myun dwae yo

Geu dael sarang hada mah eum eul bae yeo do
Geu dae ghee da lee da gah seum da hae jyeo do
Gwaen chanayo sarang hani gga
Nan appa do gwaen chanayo

Geu dael eej eu lyeo goh dol ah seol soo lok
Bogo ship eun dae eo ddeo kae yo
Jah ggoo ahn dwaen da go magah seol soo lok
Geu dae bboon een dae eo ddeok dae yo

Geu dael saranghae seo ah peun gun gayo
Neo moo saranghae seo beol bahd neun gun gayo
Bee lok nae moh deun geol eel neun da hae do
Geu dael ha na myun geu geo myun dwae yo

Geu dael sarang hada mah eum eul bae yeo do
Geu dae ghee da lee da gah seum da hae jyeo do
Gwaen chanayo sarang hani gga
Nan appa do gwaen chanayo

Nae gae dok ee dwae go
Ga she ga dwae eo do
Geu dae leul hyang han sarang
Geod eul soo eob jyo

Eon jae ggah jee la do ghee da leel gae yo
Ah peu go ah pah doh na gyeon dyeo hael ggae yo
Nae ga geu dae leul deo sarang hani gga
Noon mool nado gwaen chanayo
Appa do gwaen chanayo~

1 month in Tekong!

Times flies uh? 1 month has already past since the enlistment date. The life is not as bad as I first thought of and the trainings are still acceptable. Just that there is only and always one word to describe it, SIAN! Every book in is to wait for the next book out only. 4 more weeks to go and I will be OUT of Tekong! wahahaha...

Upcoming week will be my field camp week! Will be booking out on Saturday, however the time is still not set yet. Imagine 6days5nights of natural environment, powder bathing, lacking of sleep everyday and the sudden change of behavior of your sergeants and sirs. I WILL SURVIVE!

I want to have more time! damn it...

Goodbye Pink and Welcome Green!

HELLO EVERYONE!
Your eyes aren't playing tricks on you!

YES! This blog is updated! It has been months ago since i ever touch this space of mine.
I have lots and lots of photos and updates that can be blogged but I was just plain lazy. So when the photos started to get more and more to upload, I decided not to update at all! HAHA! Too troublesome for me to do it.
Tomorrow will be the day that I have been anticipating since the day that i was born.

Chong Chuan Wu, report 1130hr at Pulau Tekong Basic Military Training (BMT) School 2 on 07/10/2009.

Hope I will get into a good coy (not N please...) in there. Non-civilian life begins tomorrow, or should i say LATER? Damn, times seems to fly during civilian's time. I can imagine how the earth manages to slow down when I am in Tekong. Wake me up when Army Life ends...

SICC, Monthly Medals, Ladies Open, Captains' Days, Courtesy Rounds, Golf Course Capability Tests, Ecotel, Indra Square, Big C, Chatuchak, Samurai Pork Burger, City Square, Marybrown, Kenny Rogers, Steamboat, TopOne, Pasta Inc, Neverland and many more... These are some of the stuff that happened recently.. Lazy to update in details though.. lol..




So this will be it! The route to manhood starts tomorrow! Wish me luck!!!
Hope that I will update when I am out of the confinement week!
Goodbye everyone who visit this blog! =D









what if i had do some actions last time, will anything be different now?

hey there!
had been visiting this blog of mine and yet it haven't update for like so long?!
from 1 case of H1N1 in your neighbouring country to now, near 30 cases of it in Singapore!
so many things and I'm just plain lazy to update. but now, i finally think through and...

THERE YOU GO!











2006-2009
3 years... and all of us are just waiting for this day to arrive. what a life changing experience I had been through during the timeframe in NYP. Good moments, bad moments, awkward moments and many more. all these actually mould myself to what I am now. Looking forward to the unknown future, but no one knows what will happen tomorrow. Everyone is not just any other small roles, just know that you have played a part in everyone's memories that will definitely bring a smile to them when they are filled with wrinkles, sitting alone on a rocking chair, thinking of it. I'm sure that this is one of my greatest point in my life.











Cousins' outing again! this time we are out to Settlers Cafe, a board game cafe where you can find just any kind of board games that you had thought of, all the way from Quelf (a too chim for us to play with game), Charoodles (this lasted us for quite a long while. haha!) and even to common games like monopoly and chinese chess! a free flow drinks package is what we had chosen (I think it's a dirty plot as who will keep finishing their drinks while they are all so focusing on the game? great marketing tactics though..) and we enjoyed a couple of hours there before heading to...











A steamboat buffet with free flow XLB!!! tell me, who hate XLB where L for LOVE is wrapped between the X and B? hahahaha! foods are great and the company with them are BETTER! lots of photo are available at the book full of faces where people are addicted to it! lol! i don't know what I am saying now. next, we went to watch "night at the museum 2" and i can say it's quite nice to watch and laugh at, although i did shut my eyes at two separate occasions. damn! cannot be blamed as it's near 0400 when the movie ends. and the next cousins' outing will be nearing soon!









if you have all the money in the world like Isabella, think you also never get to eat this NICE porridge. what a great breakfast to have to kickstart your morning with this. so rarely it will be cooked and it can be considered as the MEW in the porridge market. hahaha! great night spent with "Wii" (LOL!) and monopoly! that really show the true form of X! a excellent yet full of nasty schemes business personnel who builds great properties that gradually lead to the downfall of Jong and me! AQ puts up a great battle! meet ups will be planned once Jong is back uh? faster come back lah!









okay okay, it looks like something else but it certainly taste good lah!









Teo Heng-ed... 1300 to 1900! first time sang until almost lie down and sleep. but it is always a lovely experience to sing with them!






Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro will be leaving from one of the greatest football club in the world, Manchester United to a free spending spanish club, Real Madrid in a world record fee of 80million pounds!!! it certainly shock me in a sense that it just come too quick for me to know that Manchester United actually accepted the bid from Real Madrid on the 11th of June 2009.

"I won't sell the mob a virus."

"I am happy here and I think I won't leave Manchester United."

those were just bullshits from the football world. but are all these news trying to make football more interesting? does players nowadays only care about the money they earn? no one is bigger than the club. and Manchester United is now selling one of their star players, or rather the best player in the world to one of the european rivals. will this be a good or bad deal for Manchester United in the end? the answer will be make known when the next season of football commences.



"I think Sir Alex has come to the conclusion - and he's quite right - to get rid of him because the same problem's going to arise next year and the year after. I sit at home giggling sometimes when managers say a player is "not for sale at any price" - and a fortnight later he's gone. Every player has got a price and if a club is prepared to pay that price then he will go."

- quoted from Tommy Docherty (Man Utd manager, 1972-77)


i think what he says did make sense. maybe SAF get it right this time? by selling it off when he is valued at the highest rate? and now, who will actually SAF gets after selling off CR7? Valencia? really hope that he really knows what he is doing. past experiences like kleberson, djemba-djemba, veron, bellion, forlan, miller or perhaps berbatov will be haunting all the united faithfuls when anyone is signed after the departure of CR7.


no matter what, it has become a reality that the deal of him joining Real Madrid's new era of Los Galacticos will be completed on the 30th of June 2009.

Good bye CR7 and hope Manchester United will cope with it as they have already overcome losses of star players like David Beckham (joins Real Madrid too!), Roy Keane and Eric Cantona. i only know that whoever leave Manchester United will be seen as a step down in their career.




last but not least, P S Leong will be serving the nation from 15th June 2009 onwards! Good Luck to him! See you back in the orchid city soon!









and i will update soon!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
=D

Ah Choooooo!!!
don't know which pig in mexico started all this lah. from mexico, to USA, then to hongkong, then to thailand.. and now there is already ONE confirmed case of it in our neighbouring country, Malaysia, Truely Asia! as what the news had mentioned earlier, this flu will slowly get near to us.. and they are right! damn the pig!
went for my dental appointment recently, and i almost thought i had went to the wrong place.. people with full suit and mask, filling up form, declaring my travel history in recent weeks, thermal reading.. damn that pig! waste my time man.. haha..
got to see my denist after 6 months, and she is pleased with the outcome. i will be visiting her again 1 year later! retainers at night only for now!






Every Tuesday is Gelare Day! waffles with ice cream is love! great company with BY and PS.. seems like old days where projects are piling up to the point that we are brain dead man! will be officially graduate from NYP on the 25th of May. that will sure marks the new beginning of my next phase of life. and btw, NTU and NUS don't want me.. damn sad! i shall try again next year!




foods there are DAMN NICE! great get-together with the gang! more meet ups will be planned soon yeah? haha.. and let the photos do the talking instead! btw, KPE is an neverending route that will end up to the wrong place instead of hougang.. LOL!






FREAKING NICE SALMON SUSHI!




Didn't manage to take a nice photo of this.. but this liver of the goose is damn GOOD too!



FRESH to the MAX assorted sashimi!



TASTY beef sushi!



can be improved chawamushi!






together with raw egg, it's considered FOOD FROM HEAVEN!



This oysters totally ROCKS OFF MY SOCKS!




some grilled fish...



WHOO HOO pregnant fish!




and this cheesy scallops are really ONE of the BEST man! taste GREAT!!! Love it! DIE DIE MUST TRY!


so what's after dinner?
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Dessert! or desert? LOL!








An ice cold beer and chocolate brownie with ice cream is one of the ways to end off a nice day. not forgeting the fondue too... Gotta thanks jagged pills for everything! XIE XIE NI! =D


















simple yet great foods once again!
alright, gotta call the secretary of the owner about when is the next available date yeah?
hahahaha..



that's all folks! till then...

This is usually what it shows when I'm having meal outside.
Big bucks sized like hell notes are used.
I'm damn rich.
Don't tell anyone.
It's a secret.

Just an old song... my favourite song since.. many years ago?

other than that, I've nothing to say.

雨不停

窗外下着雨
敲打着冰冷空气
好像说着你我 早已全都没有关系

心冷头晕手很冰
渴望被温暖握紧
但我继续假装 假装我不在意

谁说是错的时间到底又是谁说的绝对
我不想去管去猜能不能爱了就不后悔

我一直爱着过去 爱着你
而我的泪就好像 雨从不会停
不想要再去压抑 我的心
那些曾经我选择相信

In love again...

woahs!
im here again..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

nothing much to update man.. how how how? hahaha..
hmm... has been working almost every weekdays for this month.. damn tiring but yet when i think of the income that im gonna get SOON, im damn happy lah! hope can work more and more and more!!!! work more means MORE INCOME! then i can buy and do more stuff without feeling the guilt lah.. in this month, i have made a new friend but i don't like! his or her name is called ATM! it keeps hypnotizing me into drawing money.. and sometimes only 50 works when i only wanted less than half of it.. hate it! somebody saves me!

coming weekend will be the final race for us, the years4, the alumini, the soon-to-be legends (I hope.. HAHA!).. it's the one and only event for us.. do it or break it is the phase to be used. okay, winning is not everything, to me at least.. is the bonding that we had for the past 3 years that matters. a million thanks to the legends of Team NYP for helping us in sea trainings and giving us valuable advice and experiences. let's put it to full use this coming weekend! no regrets! TEAM ALUMINI ALL OUT!




haha.. no pictures this time, maybe next time? i swear that my next phone will not be a sony or ericsson! went to wisma TWICE in FOUR MONTHS already! sian.. okay lah.. at least something impromptu is updated in the space.. surprise right? all because of zhu ren lah! next time zhu ren will be the one updating this man!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
ciaoz!

hello everyone! it's another long long time since i ever update this man.. very lazy! hahahaha... this is slowly becoming a monthly updated blog? or even longer than that? i don't care! anyway, i think there is not many viewers lo.. damn sad.. okay.. there comes the photos and photos and more photos! Enjoy!

















Ding Tai Fung's XLB is nice lah! thx to tissy man! she was the person to intro me this wonderful dish.. together with the ginger with vinegar, it tastes perfect! maybe old people like me will like it more with the yellowish thing yeah? anyway, XLB is WOAH! =D










this is like crazy lah! we are bubble tea addicts! Pearl Milk Tea with Pudding is LOVE! cannot resist it! a cupwalker a day keeps me happy a day! wahahahahaha.. Koi and sweetalk will be alternatives to it.










be back at SICC is excellent! familar working environment, same old colleagues who helps you bring back good old memories.. but now everything is like very rusty.. for me at least.. gotta sort of re-learn some basic stuff.. hahaha.. hope i can earn more income before im going in to serve the nation..








a master piece from VAN YEO! LOL!







Arnie makes nice Kiddy Burger! No veggie for kids! haha..













can anyone help me to locate this sinful chocolate snacks?! it's from aussie according to X.. hmm.. perhaps it can be found at candy empire??? THIS IS WOAH too!! bth!







another all about foods post... maybe that's the reason for the... 4kg? LOL!

okay.. that's it man.. guess it will be another long wait before anything new will be updated here.. end of with some nice shots which i took sometimes ago.. ciaoz!













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