Shi meh? Ni xiang xin mah?™

2011-07-22T03:00:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought the traces of glimmer thing with feathers are still there, a perdu menac surfaces abruptly! Should have foresee that in the earlier stage..

What can be seen is not always what it perceive to be.

a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.

3.
a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.

No classification whatsoever will be ever present at the anterior.

Going down the memory lane, solitary response is always the case when declaration is made.
Thus, phobia outlines the thought of going for it again...

Or is this the perfect jiff to break the curse that may not to spoken about?

Yet, sticking around hoping to stumble upon the reason to call it off??? And there is already a ready made replacement available?! A better one too!
Not a part of the episode that wanted to be developed, but fact and reality knocked you straight in your face... When is THAT very moment for you??

Till now, strong affinity is the most that will materialize. Nevertheless, more is still the crucial factor to look out for...

당신과 함께 "그냥 친구"가 될 이유가 없습니다.

The Day I Confessed...

2010-12-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

**Romanization**

Eotteohge malhalkka subaekbeon saenggakhaneura
Jameur seolchyeoseo eolguldo eongmangigo
Oneulttara meorikkaji mame andeureo
Harujongir anjeolbujeol

Eoneusae neoreur mannagi han siganjeon
Kkocjibe deulleo kkoceur jomsaryeoneunde
Jangmilsalkka dareunkkocsalkka
Era moreugetda ajumma ippeuge haejuseyo

Oneureun neor mannamyeon ippeudago malharyeo haetneunde
Eolgulbojamaja naega kkocsaseunikka niga bapsa
Eojjeom ireon malman nawa

Dodaeche meongcheonghangeonji anim sunjinhangeonji
Ireohge hansimhan malman twieonawa
Sasirseun naega haryeohaetdeon mareun marya
Nan neor saranghae

Bamsaewi yeonseuphaetdeonmar da ijeobeorigo
Meoseopsi geunyang geonnen kkocdabaredo
Balkge useojudeon manhi johahadeon neon cheonsaya
You are my angel

Bapmeokgo ireon jeoreon yaegilnanumyeo
Eonje malhalkka gihoeman yeotbodaga
Jigeumhalkka jigeumiya sasir na ijen amugeotdo andeullyeo

Naemameun neo animyeon andoendago malharyeo haneunde
Dur da oerounde hanbeon mannabollae
Gyesogireonmalman nawa

Dodaeche meongcheonghangeonji anim sunjinhangeonji
Ireohge hansimhan malman twieonawa
Sasirseun naega haryeohaetdeon mareun marya
Nan neor saranghae

Bamsaewi yeonseuphaetdeonmar da ijeobeorigo
Meoseopsi geunyang geonnen kkocdabaredo
Balkge useojudeon manhi johahadeon neon cheonsaya
You are my angel

Neor saranghae neor saranghae bamsae yeonseuphago haji mothanmal
Neor johahae neor saranghae kkog haejugo sipdeon mal

Oh dodaeche meongcheonghangeonji anim sunjinhangeonji
Ireohge hansimhan malman twieonawa
Sasirseun naega haryeohaetdeon mareun marya
Nan neor saranghae

Bamsaewi yeonseuphaetdeonmar da ijeobeorigo
Meoseopsi geunyang geonnen kkocdabaredo
Balkge useojudeon manhi johahadeon neon cheonsaya
You are my angel

You are my angel
Naega deo jalhalge

**English Translation**

How should I say this? I’ve thought about it hundreds of times
I couldn’t sleep well and my face looks horrible
I’m not happy with my hair today
I’m on tenterhooks all day

Unknowingly, there’s only an hour left till I meet you
I went to the florist and wanted to buy you some flowers
Should I buy roses? Or should I buy another type of flower?
Ah I don’t know anymore. “Ahjumma, make it prettier please~!”

When we meet today, I was going to say you’re pretty
But when we actually met, “I bought you flowers so you buy me food!”
Why did I end up saying these things?

Am I simply stupid or naïve?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I’m just giving you this flower so dully
You still smile at me brightly and look like you really like it

You are my angel

We were chatting about this and that while we eat
When should I say it, waiting for the chance
Should I say it now? I should say it now. Actually, I can’t hear anything right now.

I wanted to tell you that my heart belongs only to you
“Since the two of us are lonely, so let’s try dating each other”
I kept saying such words

Am I simply stupid or naïve?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I confessed in a dull manner
But you still smile brightly and nodded your head lightly at me
You are an angel

You are my angel

I love you I love you
The words I practiced the whole night I still can’t say it out
I like you, I love you, these are words I must tell you

Oh am I simply stupid or naïve?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I confessed in a dull manner
But you still smile brightly and nodded your head lightly at me

You are my angel
You are my angel

I would treat you better

I know that I'm already a bit slow about this song but it's damn nice!
So sweet of Jo kwon, writing his feelings for Ga In in this song!
If anyone don't know what I'm talking about, then I think it's about time for you to watch "We Got Married"!

Till next post! =D

It's okay even if it hurts

2010-08-15T01:57:00.002+08:00

(English)

It's okay even if I can't see
It's okay even if I can't breath
If I could meet you only once
If I could give you all my heart

How much more do I have to miss you
So that maybe you could know my heart?
How much more do I to cry and cry
So that tears could be dry?

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

The farther I turn away so as to forget you
The more I miss you, What can I do
Even when you keep telling me it's not right just

to keep me away from you
You are the only one to me, What can I do

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

Even if I get poisoned and pricked
My love for you can't stop
I will wait for you until forever
I will endure even if it hurts and hurts

Because of loving you more
It's okay even if tears fall down
It's okay even if it hurts...

(Romanization)

Noon ee meoleo do gwaen chanayo
Soom ee meojeo do gwaen chanayo
Hanbun man geudae bol soo eetda myun
Nae mam modoo jool soo eetda myun

Nae ga eol mana deo geu lee weo haeya
Geu dae nae mam ahl soo eet nayo
Nae ga eol mana deo oolgo ool eoya
Noon mool ee ma leul soo eet nayo

Geu dael saranghae seo ah peun gun gayo
Neo moo saranghae seo beol bahd neun gun gayo
Bee lok nae moh deun geol eel neun da hae do
Geu dael ha na myun geu geo myun dwae yo

Geu dael sarang hada mah eum eul bae yeo do
Geu dae ghee da lee da gah seum da hae jyeo do
Gwaen chanayo sarang hani gga
Nan appa do gwaen chanayo

Geu dael eej eu lyeo goh dol ah seol soo lok
Bogo ship eun dae eo ddeo kae yo
Jah ggoo ahn dwaen da go magah seol soo lok
Geu dae bboon een dae eo ddeok dae yo

Geu dael saranghae seo ah peun gun gayo
Neo moo saranghae seo beol bahd neun gun gayo
Bee lok nae moh deun geol eel neun da hae do
Geu dael ha na myun geu geo myun dwae yo

Geu dael sarang hada mah eum eul bae yeo do
Geu dae ghee da lee da gah seum da hae jyeo do
Gwaen chanayo sarang hani gga
Nan appa do gwaen chanayo

Nae gae dok ee dwae go
Ga she ga dwae eo do
Geu dae leul hyang han sarang
Geod eul soo eob jyo

Eon jae ggah jee la do ghee da leel gae yo
Ah peu go ah pah doh na gyeon dyeo hael ggae yo
Nae ga geu dae leul deo sarang hani gga
Noon mool nado gwaen chanayo
Appa do gwaen chanayo~

1 month in Tekong!

2009-11-08T14:47:00.003+08:00

Times flies uh? 1 month has already past since the enlistment date. The life is not as bad as I first thought of and the trainings are still acceptable. Just that there is only and always one word to describe it, SIAN! Every book in is to wait for the next book out only. 4 more weeks to go and I will be OUT of Tekong! wahahaha...

Upcoming week will be my field camp week! Will be booking out on Saturday, however the time is still not set yet. Imagine 6days5nights of natural environment, powder bathing, lacking of sleep everyday and the sudden change of behavior of your sergeants and sirs. I WILL SURVIVE!

I want to have more time! damn it...

Goodbye Pink and Welcome Green!

2009-10-07T00:24:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!
Your eyes aren't playing tricks on you!

YES! This blog is updated! It has been months ago since i ever touch this space of mine.
I have lots and lots of photos and updates that can be blogged but I was just plain lazy. So when the photos started to get more and more to upload, I decided not to update at all! HAHA! Too troublesome for me to do it.
Tomorrow will be the day that I have been anticipating since the day that i was born.

Chong Chuan Wu, report 1130hr at Pulau Tekong Basic Military Training (BMT) School 2 on 07/10/2009.

Hope I will get into a good coy (not N please...) in there. Non-civilian life begins tomorrow, or should i say LATER? Damn, times seems to fly during civilian's time. I can imagine how the earth manages to slow down when I am in Tekong. Wake me up when Army Life ends...

SICC, Monthly Medals, Ladies Open, Captains' Days, Courtesy Rounds, Golf Course Capability Tests, Ecotel, Indra Square, Big C, Chatuchak, Samurai Pork Burger, City Square, Marybrown, Kenny Rogers, Steamboat, TopOne, Pasta Inc, Neverland and many more... These are some of the stuff that happened recently.. Lazy to update in details though.. lol..

So this will be it! The route to manhood starts tomorrow! Wish me luck!!!
Hope that I will update when I am out of the confinement week!
Goodbye everyone who visit this blog! =D

what if i had do some actions last time, will anything be different now?

2009-06-14T23:48:00.004+08:00

hey there!
had been visiting this blog of mine and yet it haven't update for like so long?!
from 1 case of H1N1 in your neighbouring country to now, near 30 cases of it in Singapore!
so many things and I'm just plain lazy to update. but now, i finally think through and...

THERE YOU GO!

2006-2009
3 years... and all of us are just waiting for this day to arrive. what a life changing experience I had been through during the timeframe in NYP. Good moments, bad moments, awkward moments and many more. all these actually mould myself to what I am now. Looking forward to the unknown future, but no one knows what will happen tomorrow. Everyone is not just any other small roles, just know that you have played a part in everyone's memories that will definitely bring a smile to them when they are filled with wrinkles, sitting alone on a rocking chair, thinking of it. I'm sure that this is one of my greatest point in my life.

Cousins' outing again! this time we are out to Settlers Cafe, a board game cafe where you can find just any kind of board games that you had thought of, all the way from Quelf (a too chim for us to play with game), Charoodles (this lasted us for quite a long while. haha!) and even to common games like monopoly and chinese chess! a free flow drinks package is what we had chosen (I think it's a dirty plot as who will keep finishing their drinks while they are all so focusing on the game? great marketing tactics though..) and we enjoyed a couple of hours there before heading to...

A steamboat buffet with free flow XLB!!! tell me, who hate XLB where L for LOVE is wrapped between the X and B? hahahaha! foods are great and the company with them are BETTER! lots of photo are available at the book full of faces where people are addicted to it! lol! i don't know what I am saying now. next, we went to watch "night at the museum 2" and i can say it's quite nice to watch and laugh at, although i did shut my eyes at two separate occasions. damn! cannot be blamed as it's near 0400 when the movie ends. and the next cousins' outing will be nearing soon!

if you have all the money in the world like Isabella, think you also never get to eat this NICE porridge. what a great breakfast to have to kickstart your morning with this. so rarely it will be cooked and it can be considered as the MEW in the porridge market. hahaha! great night spent with "Wii" (LOL!) and monopoly! that really show the true form of X! a excellent yet full of nasty schemes business personnel who builds great properties that gradually lead to the downfall of Jong and me! AQ puts up a great battle! meet ups will be planned once Jong is back uh? faster come back lah!

okay okay, it looks like something else but it certainly taste good lah!

Teo Heng-ed... 1300 to 1900! first time sang until almost lie down and sleep. but it is always a lovely experience to sing with them!

Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro will be leaving from one of the greatest football club in the world, Manchester United to a free spending spanish club, Real Madrid in a world record fee of 80million pounds!!! it certainly shock me in a sense that it just come too quick for me to know that Manchester United actually accepted the bid from Real Madrid on the 11th of June 2009.

"I won't sell the mob a virus."

"I am happy here and I think I won't leave Manchester United."

those were just bullshits from the football world. but are all these news trying to make football more interesting? does players nowadays only care about the money they earn? no one is bigger than the club. and Manchester United is now selling one of their star players, or rather the best player in the world to one of the european rivals. will this be a good or bad deal for Manchester United in the end? the answer will be make known when the next season of football commences.

"I think Sir Alex has come to the conclusion - and he's quite right - to get rid of him because the same problem's going to arise next year and the year after. I sit at home giggling sometimes when managers say a player is "not for sale at any price" - and a fortnight later he's gone. Every player has got a price and if a club is prepared to pay that price then he will go."

- quoted from Tommy Docherty (Man Utd manager, 1972-77)

i think what he says did make sense. maybe SAF get it right this time? by selling it off when he is valued at the highest rate? and now, who will actually SAF gets after selling off CR7? Valencia? really hope that he really knows what he is doing. past experiences like kleberson, djemba-djemba, veron, bellion, forlan, miller or perhaps berbatov will be haunting all the united faithfuls when anyone is signed after the departure of CR7.

no matter what, it has become a reality that the deal of him joining Real Madrid's new era of Los Galacticos will be completed on the 30th of June 2009.

Good bye CR7 and hope Manchester United will cope with it as they have already overcome losses of star players like David Beckham (joins Real Madrid too!), Roy Keane and Eric Cantona. i only know that whoever leave Manchester United will be seen as a step down in their career.

last but not least, P S Leong will be serving the nation from 15th June 2009 onwards! Good Luck to him! See you back in the orchid city soon!

and i will update soon!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
=D

2009-05-16T01:40:00.002+08:00

Ah Choooooo!!!
don't know which pig in mexico started all this lah. from mexico, to USA, then to hongkong, then to thailand.. and now there is already ONE confirmed case of it in our neighbouring country, Malaysia, Truely Asia! as what the news had mentioned earlier, this flu will slowly get near to us.. and they are right! damn the pig!
went for my dental appointment recently, and i almost thought i had went to the wrong place.. people with full suit and mask, filling up form, declaring my travel history in recent weeks, thermal reading.. damn that pig! waste my time man.. haha..
got to see my denist after 6 months, and she is pleased with the outcome. i will be visiting her again 1 year later! retainers at night only for now!

Every Tuesday is Gelare Day! waffles with ice cream is love! great company with BY and PS.. seems like old days where projects are piling up to the point that we are brain dead man! will be officially graduate from NYP on the 25th of May. that will sure marks the new beginning of my next phase of life. and btw, NTU and NUS don't want me.. damn sad! i shall try again next year!

foods there are DAMN NICE! great get-together with the gang! more meet ups will be planned soon yeah? haha.. and let the photos do the talking instead! btw, KPE is an neverending route that will end up to the wrong place instead of hougang.. LOL!

FREAKING NICE SALMON SUSHI!

Didn't manage to take a nice photo of this.. but this liver of the goose is damn GOOD too!

FRESH to the MAX assorted sashimi!

TASTY beef sushi!

can be improved chawamushi!

together with raw egg, it's considered FOOD FROM HEAVEN!

This oysters totally ROCKS OFF MY SOCKS!

some grilled fish...

WHOO HOO pregnant fish!

and this cheesy scallops are really ONE of the BEST man! taste GREAT!!! Love it! DIE DIE MUST TRY!

so what's after dinner?
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Dessert! or desert? LOL!

An ice cold beer and chocolate brownie with ice cream is one of the ways to end off a nice day. not forgeting the fondue too... Gotta thanks jagged pills for everything! XIE XIE NI! =D

simple yet great foods once again!
alright, gotta call the secretary of the owner about when is the next available date yeah?
hahahaha..

that's all folks! till then...

2009-05-10T15:53:00.003+08:00

This is usually what it shows when I'm having meal outside.
Big bucks sized like hell notes are used.
I'm damn rich.
Don't tell anyone.
It's a secret.

2009-05-10T02:44:00.002+08:00

Just an old song... my favourite song since.. many years ago?

other than that, I've nothing to say.

雨不停

2009-04-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

窗外下着雨
敲打着冰冷空气
好像说着你我早已全都没有关系

心冷头晕手很冰
渴望被温暖握紧
但我继续假装假装我不在意

谁说是错的时间到底又是谁说的绝对
我不想去管去猜能不能爱了就不后悔

我一直爱着过去爱着你
而我的泪就好像雨从不会停
不想要再去压抑我的心
那些曾经我选择相信

In love again...

2009-04-24T03:49:00.000+08:00

2009-04-22T00:13:00.003+08:00

woahs!
im here again..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

nothing much to update man.. how how how? hahaha..
hmm... has been working almost every weekdays for this month.. damn tiring but yet when i think of the income that im gonna get SOON, im damn happy lah! hope can work more and more and more!!!! work more means MORE INCOME! then i can buy and do more stuff without feeling the guilt lah.. in this month, i have made a new friend but i don't like! his or her name is called ATM! it keeps hypnotizing me into drawing money.. and sometimes only 50 works when i only wanted less than half of it.. hate it! somebody saves me!

coming weekend will be the final race for us, the years4, the alumini, the soon-to-be legends (I hope.. HAHA!).. it's the one and only event for us.. do it or break it is the phase to be used. okay, winning is not everything, to me at least.. is the bonding that we had for the past 3 years that matters. a million thanks to the legends of Team NYP for helping us in sea trainings and giving us valuable advice and experiences. let's put it to full use this coming weekend! no regrets! TEAM ALUMINI ALL OUT!

haha.. no pictures this time, maybe next time? i swear that my next phone will not be a sony or ericsson! went to wisma TWICE in FOUR MONTHS already! sian.. okay lah.. at least something impromptu is updated in the space.. surprise right? all because of zhu ren lah! next time zhu ren will be the one updating this man!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
ciaoz!

2009-04-19T01:21:00.003+08:00

hello everyone! it's another long long time since i ever update this man.. very lazy! hahahaha... this is slowly becoming a monthly updated blog? or even longer than that? i don't care! anyway, i think there is not many viewers lo.. damn sad.. okay.. there comes the photos and photos and more photos! Enjoy!

Ding Tai Fung's XLB is nice lah! thx to tissy man! she was the person to intro me this wonderful dish.. together with the ginger with vinegar, it tastes perfect! maybe old people like me will like it more with the yellowish thing yeah? anyway, XLB is WOAH! =D

this is like crazy lah! we are bubble tea addicts! Pearl Milk Tea with Pudding is LOVE! cannot resist it! a cupwalker a day keeps me happy a day! wahahahahaha.. Koi and sweetalk will be alternatives to it.

be back at SICC is excellent! familar working environment, same old colleagues who helps you bring back good old memories.. but now everything is like very rusty.. for me at least.. gotta sort of re-learn some basic stuff.. hahaha.. hope i can earn more income before im going in to serve the nation..

a master piece from VAN YEO! LOL!

Arnie makes nice Kiddy Burger! No veggie for kids! haha..

can anyone help me to locate this sinful chocolate snacks?! it's from aussie according to X.. hmm.. perhaps it can be found at candy empire??? THIS IS WOAH too!! bth!

another all about foods post... maybe that's the reason for the... 4kg? LOL!

okay.. that's it man.. guess it will be another long wait before anything new will be updated here.. end of with some nice shots which i took sometimes ago.. ciaoz!

and remember to click on the nuffnang ad if there is any.. thanks!

2009-03-11T01:39:00.005+08:00

it's been quite a while since i post something here uh? don't worry, im gonna update this with more photos! yeah! gotta post some out of date photos here.. and i think geo challenge is an educational game and should be tried by everyone. it can increase your insights and knowledge about the world, be it the capital or famous landmarks of various countries.

A great italian dinner and a midnight horror movies marathon hosted by glen and mel is surely a fun get-together gathering with my cousins. from alone, 4bia to one korean horror movie and talks about weird things happened to their friends or themselves. definitely one of the highlights of my holidays time spent. a million thanks to the hosts and we will certainly meet up real soon yeah?

another gathering with SW0601 and this time is at hongling's place where lots of glorious foods were made by her and her mum! Curry with beehoon is surely one of the best combinations there and not forget the delicious ngoh hiang! simple yet you cannot stop eating.. sit there and eat for quite a while before settling down for some bridge and mahjong. sure will miss the times bridging together with them. SW OEI!

midnight mahjong-ed with them and i lose money! and im very sorry to denise! hahahaha.. think she will not be joining us for mahjong next time i guess? lol..

sentosa-ed too during this holiday. it's great to be bathed in the sunlight once again. burned is the word after the sentosa trip. not too many chais to see either as we went on a weekday, but nevertheless, it's a fun experience though.

it should be a overnight cycling trip! but due to some reasons that jason may know, we end up spending our night at sentosa playing sparkles provided by reb's friend. hahaha. we shall plan this overnight cycling trip again! that's a promise man! and we better remember that the bike rental shops close at 2100 sharp! note that down everyone. lol.

went partyworld and nydc-ed with priscilla and "xiaoyan". we filmed lots and lots of videos. out of tune, wrong lyrics, funny moments. you name it we got it. but i decided not to post any of the videos and it's not pleasant for viewing. hahaha. the food is not bad, but for a person like me whose pocket is burned with a hole, it's better to visit once a month? lol. we will meet up soon for more singing session!

a reunion 4E1 BBQ organised by Kah Wee. thanks for the effort made for this event to happen. and i seriously don't expect so many people to turn up. a surprise to me man. haha. Fei Lun Hai becomes Luan Lun HIGH! john is away to see XMM and where are you mk???
and i still prefer this photo. lol.

waraku at central! and i love the food there! the cream cheesey udon with scallops is heaven! the kway teow is not bad too! ni xiang xin mah? haha. let's hope that we will find the way to true happiness soon! =D

phew! finally finish with all the photos. bet that this will be one of the great posts that i have updated in this haihaolo.blogspot.com. so many things to see. stay tuned for more updates! and keep visiting my blog yeah? and tag too!

2009-02-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

and I'm already unofficially graduated from NYP! days spending to stay till late night to study are finally over. hope the outcome is what I hope it will turn out to be or maybe just even better.. haha.. im just dreaming.. 17th March 2009 will be the day that the reality hits.. be sure that this space of mine will be refreshed with good news! (as stated earlier, i was dreaming...)
after that will be the next phase of my life.. serving the nation.. a period where boys turn into man... and then out into the working world? or maybe my pathetic grades can bring me elsewhere? Immense stress(yes, i use the word immense) will surely flowed into my life as society forces me into making a decision.. and really desire a determined direction will be fixed by then...
Turning into a BIG 2 will be another issue that I will faced in this year! Oh my goodness.. I rather a 1 and not a 0 will be behind of the 2... it sounds matured with the 1 and OLD with the 0... at least to me... (ignore this paragraph, I'm just being random)
Photos are below.. enjoy!

Suki buffet-ed at cineleisure.. happy belated birthday to jason! menu has changed without informing me! no softshell crab and mini oysters! but here comes fried and tempura ebis, SUPER UPSIZE miso soup(look at the photo...), ice creams for desserts and my favourite ice cream puffs are available in the menu already! I don't need to wait for it to appear randomly at the conveyor belt again anymore! so overall is still okay.. sashimi is still good no matter what..

NUS! better give me a good reply to my application! haahhahaha..
not forgeting NTU... (as mentioned at the very first place, I am indeed in a very deep dream.. perhaps in a denial stage now?) we can say that someone is in a denial stage when someone acts as if something is not read or ignore the situation. it is also a conscious or inconscious refusal of accepting a fact, information, reality, etc., regarding to the situation. that's what i learn from Health and Wellness and Human Behaviour!! lol..

just ending this post with this shot from my C905... artistic maybe?
and my "down" and "right" button have changed functions by themselves to "end call" and "zoom in" respectively... mobile phone is getting smarter in a sense nowadays uh?

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Danke! (German)
Gum Xia! (Hokkien)
Arigato! (Japanese)
Kamsahamnida! (Korean)
Obrigado! (Portuguese)
Gracias! (Spanish)
Khawp khun! (Thai)
Cám ơn! (Vietnamese)

identify each language if you're free... and I suppose that you are if you are looking at this post now.. haha..

bye! =D

2009-02-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

and so the first day with the accompany of SW0601 as a class had past...
however, next week we shall meet again for our final battle!
ALL OUT and NO REGRET whatsoever!

Exams are coming and I hope I can get down and get some serious studying soon!
can someone motivate me? lol..

this is always the period where any games or any television shows will be damn nice to me as it will be my excuse for not studying for my exam... argh...

23rd Feb - Human Resources Management
24th Feb - Health and Wellness Management
25th Feb - Country Club and Resort Management
26th Feb - Human Behaviour in Organisation

and im out of NYP!

Outings soon man!

btw, remember to click on the nuffnang ad whenever you (ya, that's you who I'm referring to) visit this page of mine...
Thanks!

Happy Birthday to YS and PS Leong! =D

2009-02-14T03:52:00.002+08:00

17th April 2006 - 13th Feb 2009

3 years have just flew by everyone in SW0601..
and it marks the end of the wonderful journey in NYP..
SW0601: Laughter, Fun, Jokes, Lively..

Never really have a class like this before..
Hope that everyone will go on and lead a better life in the future..

Once again...
Thank you everyone who makes SW0601 a fun and memorable one..
Be sure that this will not be the last time that we meet up..
As I've said,
SW0601 will always be inside my heart and memories for the years to come..

SW OEI!!!!! =))

2009-02-10T00:31:00.004+08:00

cannot believe that i actually update my blog quite often nowadays uh..
don't be surprise..
your eyes ain't playing tricks..

this blog is updated once again!

my second Lo Hei of the Ox Year

HUAT AH!!!

my second steamboat in the Ox Year

Ashton at AMK

okay.. it's just photos..
but good enough uh?

Foods, Foods, and more Foods!

Shi meh? Ni xiang xin mah? Hai hao lo...

2009-02-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

this is how the government gets the main income of revenue for the country with just paper and pencil...

and this is what the people gets when you invest their money to get more money...

if anyone of you saw 6,14,15,28,37,43 and 24 in the sheet of paper, call me immediately...
i may split the 10million with you... haha...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

and 14 people get the dream...
when will I get mine?

2009-02-06T02:37:00.002+08:00

glad to see familar faces once again in the new year..
all of them have not changed much, and that's a good thing though..

dinner at Long Beach Seafood.. i forget the name of it..

my first yu sheng in this OX year...

the aftermath of the dinner...

Deserts' up next!

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3
and it's jeans' smoke.. haha..

looks good uh?

Travelling...

notice the yellow thing? it's the devil of the game...

more photos yet to come... but think i wun post it up anyway...
hahaha..

projects are coming to an end soon and exam are up next!
May everyone be at their best at whatever they do..

HUAT AR!

2009-01-28T21:21:00.002+08:00

UPDATED!

haha.. just trying to post some photos to fill this blog rather than just songs..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

Bridge!

what an interesting game learnt this year.. helps a lot in killing some time..

we even have...

cards in different sizes! provided by P S Leong..

Great meals are eaten during the cny period.. like it man!

hate it when I still have projects to be done!

never mind.. it will be soon that NYP becomes a history to me..
I hope..

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR to EVERYONE!

and I want to play mahjong!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
=D

那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

2009-01-28T02:40:00.001+08:00

你撑着雨伞接我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂後来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它留在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
再难过其实只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始即使分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

Songs!

2009-01-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

那一條牙膏在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨

藍色的碗盤多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麼熬
這麼多年早就習慣有妳的撒嬌
我想我能熬但是至少要讓我知道
妳好不好

我們的小狗食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯的無聊
他習慣睡覺的床位少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑卻在最後眼淚拼命掉
妳的離開失去多少我計算不了
忙完了一天　突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀
還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到
你好不好

呼吸很轻寂寞很深
世界只剩渐渐变弱的雨声
两人沉没著

你不肯说我不肯问
你的眼睛突出了透明的话
突然我发现你的脸好陌生

明明是不同两个的角色
爱情却给我们一个脚本
你要的不在我这
我懂你不懂的
两人在互相拔河

明明是再多不同的可能
结局却给我们一种选择
要分开却舍不得
两人彼此都忘了要什麼
(两人是不一样的我走了)

陽光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地窖
把我心燃燒也得不到擁抱
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗消失在每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏碎了
真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道

看你走上了天橋我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老 (忘了曾說過要一起到老)

我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在這條曾經說過要一起走的幸福大道

Di Er Shun Wei 第二順位 - Luo Zhixiang 羅志祥

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云

从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你
亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

Actually all the songs here are already in the music box.. just wanna show the lyrics and mv of the songs..

Enjoy!

I'm BACK!

2009-01-13T00:48:00.009+08:00

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

cannot believe your eyes that this blog is updated right? btw, a Happy belated 2009 to everyone! haha.. computer have been down since december due to the failure of my motherboard.. and all my things are gone! damn it..

so during the period when I never update, many things happens and I think displaying photos will be the best way to show it.

Team NYP Dragonboat put themselves into the history of NYP by winning races in the 26th Singapore River Regetta 2008 and I had only shown one of the medals and plates that we won.

Involving in golf competitions like the Lexus Cup and the 17th Junior Invitational Golf Championship are some of the interesting stuff that I was doing in the month of December. Getting back to the Singapore Island Country Club to work with familar faces had definitely make my december more filled with enjoyment. However, it is alien to me as to when is the date to get back to see them again. Fyi, the lady who is playing golf is currently World Ranking No.2, Yani Tseng. She is same age as me and yet she is already earning tons and tons of cold hard cash! Damn it!!!

Sakura Buffet with the fellow year3 batch is a nice experience to have. Will Team NYP Alumini ever appear? Time will be the best way to having an answer to that. As for now, we can only go all out for the remaining few months rowing together. Surely will miss the time with them. With the potential shown by the rest of the team, I can proudly say that the team is in for a good long run with great performance in the upcoming races.

Interesting themed day with SW0601 surely will leave more memories in my poly life and I think I will be seeing all these photos and have a laugh at it when Im older. Few more weeks and we are out of NYP! Cherish the moment...

Seems only quite a few things uh? But Im satisfied of what I had updated. Never spend my time in front of my computer doing this for quite a long period of time. haha..

Last but not least, I had just parted my way with it not long ago...

Goodbye and thank you to...

and welcome...

Spend almost 3years with my W800i and I must say it's one of the best 2 megapixels camera and walkman phone in the market!

Few more days to projects and ICAs due date...

23/2 to 26/2 will be my last few days in NYP...

ciaoz!

说好的幸福呢

2008-11-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

妳的回話凌亂著在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌假裝沒事了

時間過了走了愛情面臨選擇妳冷了倦了我哭了
離開時的不快樂妳用卡片手寫著有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了妳累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻我都還記得

妳不等了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著要怎麼停呢

怎麼了妳累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了我都還記得

The Making of "干贝腊肠饭" (Scallops with Waxed Sausage rice)

2008-10-20T21:29:00.009+08:00

Ingredients:

2 Waxed Sausages (Remove the skin as shown above)

Onions and Garlic

Ginger

Mushroom

A small bowl of Dried Shrimp and Scallops

Rice

Step 1:
a) Chop the Onions, Garlic and Ginger into fine pieces.
b) Slice the Sausages and Mushroom into thin pieces.
c) Soak the Dried Shrimp and Scallops.
d) Wash the rice and then put a bit of salt to taste.

Step 2:
a) Stir-fry the Chopped Onions, Garlic and Ginger till it's golden brown.
b) Put in the sliced Sausages. ( Add a bit of Sugar while stir-frying)
c) Then put in the sliced Mushroom.
d) Lastly, put in the Dried Shrimp and Scallops.

Step 3:
a) Pour in the rice and continue to stir-fry.
b) Once done, off the stove and transfer the stir-fried rice into the rice cooker. (Add a bit of Oyster Sauce to give it the dark colour)
c) Cook until it's done.

This is the final product!

Set yourself in an easy cooked meal together with a cup of tea!

2008-10-10T01:54:00.004+08:00

New blogskin for a new beginning!

Be prepared as this blog will going to be updated more often than before!
wahahahahahhaha....

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

It's since last month that I had updated this. Hope this nuffnang thing will prompt me to update more frequently. Haha. Has been wandering the self employed status for quite a long time and it will end soon! So looking forward to it... My wallet has been seeing flies popping out and I really hate that feeling. Don't even dare to go on the road with an uncle beside me as I don't think that I have the capital to survive. Maybe I should divide my life into two? or three? Working while studying and committing into sports? What will the future be for me? Let keep faith that the answer will be there once the days of serving the nation is over.
Going out with many related people is a fun thing! Drinks and dance... Really enjoyed a lot and I hope it will not be the first and last time that's gonna happened. CNY, Christmas Day and birthday will not always be the days that we only meet up.
Dragonboat camp soon! Miss me updating this space!

下雨天

2008-09-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能夠有你的體貼
其實沒有我你分不出那些差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

2008-09-01T03:03:00.003+08:00

Finally. This is when I finally find the time to update this. Be it lazy or what, I am updating it now. One month had past since the last post and I had also been through the hectic and slacking period. Studying tips that pedagogue provides are surely a risk, but it is the way for the past 19 years and it is always worth taking it. Thus, one can't blame anyone for the end result when it doesn't come their way. Burning midnight oil always take away my amount of sleep and yet I am still awake now even though notes were buried alive long ago. Depriving from freedom few weeks ago, I actually don't know how to use it when attained. Work? (any reply will be good.) Play? (wasting time when the income flow is cut.)

Training with the big capital T spells terror for me as I am not sure when is the last time that anyone will see me ever again. It has definitely been quite a while since the noise and the smell of perspiration of amigos fill my life. Ticker is having quite a good life and it cannot keep up the pace of any form of physical activities. I seriously wonder when will it be back to shape. Maybe it will take forever? Cognomen appearing in the list was once the ultimate aim, however it is getting into the old self the impossible thing for now. Trust me, Dry and Ennui will be familar to me soon until the decision is finally set. A big one I believe. Jaap Stam is replaced by Laurent Blanc and then Rio Ferdinand then whoever. This cycle will always go on.

Seems like many things are needed to be done behind the back of my head and I don't know all of them. But I am certain that updating this is one of those things. Composing lyrics and tunes? Maybe just one day something struck my mind and it become a red hot piece? haha... I am just talking nonsense here. Spending almost an hour on this, so don't complain it is all in words and no pictures. At least this is more readable than the previous few? haha.. Better get some sleep already and dream of more praises! I will try my best to update my next one soon, try.

也许颓废也是另一种美...

2008-07-29T03:41:00.002+08:00

look at the time now...
I hope this will be the last week that I'll stay up so late for never-ending projects...

2nd August 2008, 1130...
6th August 2008, 1800...
20th August 2008, 1730...

it will be over soon...

Tags Replied!

to ah jay & becca: yes! mahjong soon man!!!

to becca & bu su zhi ke: updated!

to pris: LOL! aiya... you only visit my blog once in a blue moon.. next time sure forget the url of my blog.. haha..

to mac: not emo... haha.. long time never see 45...

to Sufyan: thx! it's all my favourite songs in one playlist!

to shane: and we've met up finally with all the peeps at SICC! cool! hope there will be more and more meet ups soon!

Do you know...

2008-07-08T23:59:00.007+08:00

My hand lacks the touch of yours,
The sound of your voice seems hiding in the wind,
I can feel you when I close my eyes,
sense that you're just beside me...

The path back home seems lonely,
The warmth that I've lost,
Never been found since the day you're gone..
Why it is you who is being brought away?

Tears have been flowing in the world that you no longer exist.
But I believe that you'll always be watching over me.
How I really hope time travels in a swift,
getting me closer to you.

Do you know how much I miss you?
Do you know how much I need you?
Do you know how much I wish I can say I love you again,
But everything is gone..

You will live in my heart until the day I meet you again...

To people who have lost their loved ones...
stay strong and live your life to the fullest for them...

tags replied!

2008-07-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

to jeannie: GREAT! tag more often okay? hahahahaha...

to ced, prettttyyyyyyy, mac: Xie xie ni men!

to CHOOALENE: it's gooooooooodddddddddd.... so fun writing in this way man... follow the trend! lol...

to mac: stop your unlimited sms-ing! hahaha...

to ah jay: of course can! now there's another one! lol..

to becca: haha.. recover well man.. it's July already! back in few days' time uh? cool!

to jolyn: song not that fast... now let you see some chinese stuff.. hahaha.. thanks for the advice! ni xiang xin mah? lol...

2008-07-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

一年又一年过去了，
天空依然保持晴朗，
但心依旧一片灰暗，
何时才能找到那一道曙光？

时间不停地在流失，
彼此慢慢忘了过去，
但伤痕仍然遗留着，
空洞的心，除了痛，没任何感觉了。

或许我能够暂时给你
你所得不到的温暖，
但这并只是短暂的错觉，
另一个他还是会取代我。

跑在第一的他，
却不能遇到在终点的她。
最后只能无奈的祝福，
希望这是个对的结局。

时间是开心的持续，也是伤心的开始。

tags replied!

2008-06-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

to shane: update liao la.. hahahaha.. wait for who? u say la.. LOL! yalo.. must meet up one day man..

to eve, edmund: emo meh? hai hao lo... hahaaahha.. it's chim! love it...

to mac, ah jay: update liao!! it's now for both of you to update.. hahaha...

to yan2: hahaha..chim is the new term of nice for me! lol..Kbox soon!!!!

to dC, zac, CHOOALENE, Sufyan: haha.. scary leh.. i like leh.. now write chim chim is my style! YEAH! haa..

to becca: yalo! faster come back so the "zai" team will reunite!! lol..

2008-06-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

always seems hard to decode the law of a human mind..
once anyone get the key to that, eudaemonia is next to it..

praxis can help or destroy one,
it's about how you handle it,
thus controlling is part of the process of doing that...

time past...
thought that my firing skills will improve.
but I'm wrong.
no ammunition have hit any bull's eyes...
how many eyes are there?
always think there's many but hopefully one will do...

150 seen 0 own...
have the one appear or am I still waiting for mew?
everyone else have their great or ultra balls..
I don't even have a pokeball right now...
fear of throwing the ball really freaks me out,
hence can someone tell me when am I owning the first one?

Do I know something?
Do everyone grasp everything?
Actually no one understand anything...

2008-05-10T16:30:00.003+08:00

and so inditing in such a way definitely snowballed the fun...
elongated time will be a sine qua non for even fathom it...

tutorials, projects, exams...
dissimilar terms that cause similar effects..
thus cannot miss out intermission..

if drawings are meant to draw on a piece on paper,
then why this logic does not apply to every situation?
varies when the weather changes it stride..
leaves are left strandard and inept...

A lingering sign of damage or injury...
don't even dare to touch water again as drowning fill up the mind...
or maybe a float will do the trick?
even a hair-line crack eventually proved to be a failure..

annals have already made aplomb a negative one...
perchance dreaming is the only way to go?
high hope always leads to high disappointment..
let the nature takes its course..

what's yours will be yours..
what doesn't belong to you will surely head to the exit sign...

on a lighter note,
joey, i've updated my blog!
impressed? haha...

forlorn

2008-05-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

if only things work out,
if only time is right,
perhaps a disparate locus?

double never get into my life,
and yet a triple nearly ends it...
it makes me turn into a zero
this world is unfair anyway...

looking back is not an option,
but never a success prompt against doing that...
even ninny knows the same thing lies ahead forever...

time,
cozener uses to create twinge for others who venrate one...
the longer, the greater the torment...

may everyone pray that history will not repeat itself...

not every situation befit chums one have,
necessary actions will be taken and it gotta pay a price...
no one know what will be it,
and i don't wish to know either...
just hope realisation will take place to clear away the hornets' nest..

when will the right time really come?
when the sky turns dark, nippy condition sets in,
it's always nice to have a warmth touch right next to it...

keepsake,
don't ever pluck a flower out of other's garden...
wither as it goes and nothing much is gained...

100th!

2008-04-17T22:51:00.002+08:00

走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏

我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起

*clap clap*

and this will be my 100th post...
nothing special to blog about...

sushi still taste so good..

it's ending soon..
faster than expected...

a special song for this 100th...

but they can never have yesterday

2008-04-14T02:03:00.004+08:00

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
In the way that you're by my side

oooo...
Where we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least where the story goes
I never believed until now

I know I'll see you again, I'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (But it wasn't our destiny)
Coz in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong
No, I can believe me
I can still find the strengh in the moments we made

I'm looking back on yesterday

2 more weeks left for attachment...
and that means reports are to be handed in soon...
hate reports...

when I know I'm in heaven, and I'm already elsewhere just within split seconds..

should I or should I not?

ngesli

2008-04-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

下雨後還給藍天了
晴朗在分手後不算虧欠
跌跌撞撞的纏綿認認真真的實現
這樣誰不流淚

就當作最後親吻吧
釋放在這事件中不算懲罰
熱熱烈列的沉淪冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是殘忍的嗎

我如何假裝我心裡不再有你
沉溺後清醒你卻是異常的平靜
習慣慢慢失憶這樣就能轉移自己

我發現我愛你就在這一瞬間
傾盆而下的卻是你不安的陰天
畢竟我不慷慨我並不想害自己

OH ~~ 不想害自己 我已經失去你
在沒有你愛我的那一天我如何拯救自己

我發現我愛你就在這一瞬間
沉溺後清醒你卻是異常的平靜
習慣慢慢失憶以為這樣就能轉移自己

我發現我愛你就在這一瞬間
傾盆而下的卻是你不安的陰天
畢竟我不慷慨我並不想害自己

can really see the team is really improving now..
really glad to see that..
maybe the time has finally arrive?

golf is actually an interesting game..
never knew it until today..
L2271/91..

reunion with 3P is always fun..
more meetings will surely be planned in the near future..

feel like getting drunk and shouts like nobodys business..

being able to live normally everyday is a happy and warm thing

2008-03-23T00:33:00.002+08:00

如果你眼神能夠為我片刻的降臨
如果你能聽到心碎的聲音
沉默的守護著你沉默的等奇蹟
沉默的讓自己像是空氣

大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多開心
最角落裡的我笑得多合群
盤底的洋蔥像我永遠是調味品
偷偷的看著你偷偷的隱藏著自己

如果你願意一層一層一層的剝開我的心
你會發現你會訝異
你是我最壓抑最深處的秘密

如果你願意一層一層一層的剝開我的心
你會鼻酸你會流淚
只要你能聽到我看到我的全心全意

聽妳說妳和妳的他們曖昧的空氣
我和我的絕望裝得很風趣
我就樣一顆洋蔥永遠是配角戲
多希望能與妳有一秒專屬的劇情

"one litre of tears" does it again...
it's the second time i watched and yet the same thing happen..
or even worse..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

whoever thinks that they are leading a boring life, please watch this drama..
http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseriesmedia?id=521

a die die must watch drama...
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

want to take up some pics from SICC in the first place..
but blogger dun allow me to do that..
hang when i click "add image"...
too bad..

later..

6th week!

2008-03-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

Monday night I feel so low
Count the hours they go so slow
I know the sound of your voice
Can save my soul

City lights, streets of gold
Look out my window to the world below
Moves so fast and it feels so cold
And I`m all alone

Don`t let me die
I`m losing my mind
Baby just give me a sign

And now that you`re gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can`t go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you

I can`t sleep and I`m up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life

Don`t let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how

And now that you`re gone
Who am I without you now
I can`t go on
I just wanna be with you

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

actually quite fast uh?
5 more weeks and im out of SICC..
maybe will miss the days there ba..
gotta treasure the time there now..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

results' out soon...
OMG!
quite scared...
but what to do?
haha..

been at the counter for the past 3weeks already...
getting used to it...
but now it's the time to teach the new interns stuffs that i know..
so i can slack?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
today they pick up quite fast..
not bad...

nypdb finally won something!
together with RP...
maybe that's the start of the great comeback of nypdb?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

actually i don't know why i want to post a blog today..
also nothing much to blog...
living a "no life" life...
work and work and more work..

i want my sleep back!

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

later..

approaching 1 month of IPP..

2008-03-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去我不要紧

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒

感情没有防盗锁爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路试着不再难过
变得成熟是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后

我猜是我的错爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后偶尔记得那疯狂不成熟的我
不说穿了不要结果

不伪装了我的难过

coming to the 4th week in SICC..
not bad..
people there still calling me "ah boy", "xiao di" instead of my name..
never mind..
this is perhaps better?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

almost late of quite a few times..
miss the bustop which im supposed to alight..
but there is still not a single time later than 0830 in my attendance card..
thx to members and staffs' cars...

i hate the time between 0830 to 1200..
work efficiency is damn poor..
alone doing my data entries make me feel tired..

new attachment students coming in soon!
that may lessen my workload..
and make new friends..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

JI escaping..
it's near my workplace..
read from newspaper..
would anyone actually dial 999 when they saw him?
doubt that...
but i still have trust in Singapore Police Force..
btw, they have just correct something..
Mas Selamat bin Kastari will only limp on his LEFT leg when he is RUNNING or walking very fast..
walking normally is no problem for him..

friends are leaving for studies...
China, Germany, Australia...
all the best for them! =))

im tired...

very tired...

one week of IPP

2008-02-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 (我永远爱你)

心走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心

hmm..
overall is quite ok..
know more people there...
even not from my working office..

getting up early just like during secondary school days are back to haunt me...
transferring transport here and there...
has been taking members' cool cars into the club...

more and more data entries are being done for this week..
but events' coming up..
hope i can cope with it...

last but not least, listen to this nice song...
recommended by priscilla..
the lyrics are quite touching according to her also...
pleasing song anyway..

enjoy!

YEAH!!!

2008-02-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

不要不要假设我知道
一切一切也都是为我而做
为何这么伟大
如此感觉不到

不说一句的爱有多好
只有一次记得实在接触到
骑着单车的我俩
怀紧贴车挠当

难离难舍想抱紧些
茫茫人生好象荒野
如孩儿能伏于爸爸的肩膊
谁要下车

难离难舍总有一些
常情如此不可堆卸
任世间再冷酷想起这单车(任世间怨我坏可知我只得你)
还有幸福可惜(承受我的狂或野)

经已给我怎会看不到
虽说演你角色实在有难度
从来虚位以待
何不给个拥抱

想我怎去相信这一套
多疼惜我却不便让我知道
怀念单车给你我
唯一有过的拥抱

难离难舍想抱紧些
茫茫人生好象荒野
如孩儿能伏于爸爸的肩膊
哪怕遥遥长路多斜

你爱我爱多些
让我他朝走得坚壮些
你介意来爱护
又靠谁施舍

finally...
this day has come...
exams are over!!!
no more meetings with my lecture notes and tutorials in the late hours...
well, at least for now..

so shuang...
for all the 5papers taken, efma is the worst!!!
hope I can just scrape through this module..
this semester don't have supp paper and this means that once failed considered FAILED!
then gotta retake the module..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

as for this paragraph, if u think that I am going to predict what grade I will get for the modules, u're WRONG!
this time, I don't really dare to predict anything...
just treat the result slip as a surprise when the day arrives...
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

so today after the last paper, some of my friends went to settle their attachment stuffs while hl, lincoln and I went to Mr Lionel's office to chat...
Mr Lionel is SO happy when he knows that he will be teaching us three modules during the new semester.. finally uh?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
he's really crappy la...
the language used from english to his broken chinese..
damn funny or hmm.. creative?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

we somehow manage to waste our time to wait for rebecca and jason to finish their stuffs...
then heads to Marina Square to have...

Carl's Junior!

it's been awhile since I ate that..
btw, that's Western Bacon CheeseBurger..
tastes quite smoky...
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

after that lincoln and I heads back to training(this word is hardly been used nowadays) and rebecca went to meet her friends...
as for hl and jason, who knows?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

haha..
very long time never blog so long again liao...
enjoy it before it's gone a quite awhile again...
btw, IPP at Singapore Island Country Club (Bukit Location) will commence on the 11th of Feb..

later...

stress!

2008-01-23T00:39:00.000+08:00

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在裡面放一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅

想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在心灵感应的方向我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

just feel like posting something...

last two projects and one quiz to chiong before the exams approach...
ALL OUT!

think the next time that I will be posting something here is when I am having my attachment...
but there's a rule that says we cannot blog about the company that we are posted to...
especially something bad..

guess that I will not do that...

but who knows?

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I WILL SURVIVE!!!

ciaoz...

The Golden Path

2008-01-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

我们都该回头看看来时路
就算起风偶尔有雾模糊不了幸福
我们都该在心里数数感动的次数
谁陪你疯谁陪你笑拍拍肩一起追逐

多少爱错过了才看清楚
多少事无法弥扑才认输
多少次以为找到了幸福
却发现一开始就是个错误

每一段路都是一段领悟
珍珠再夺目留不住心头热呼呼
真心的鼓舞能温暖一生的旅途
每一段路难免荆棘密布
把坚持牢牢握住不怕艰难险阻
学会去爱就不会迷路

great show!
last 3 episodes...
surely getting more and more exciting!!

woohhooooo!!!

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

better get studying...
business finance test is up next!

wish me luck!!

ciaoz!

no words to describe..

2008-01-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

做了朋友那么多年
而你却始终没改变
单眼皮的笑偶尔扁着嘴角
我们的快乐从不变调

生活上喜怒哀乐一起分担
渐渐的我们也无所不谈
不加糖的咖啡都不觉得苦
你加上我加上爱等于幸福

我不要你把我推给别人去疼爱
我对你的心是百分之一百
每一个想你的习惯那么实在

我早已对你产生的依赖
一天天一点点砌成了爱
Love Is Forever, Forever Love

原来爱情是需要一点苦涩
才能找到属于自己的角色
原来爱情是需要一点眼泪
不只是单纯享受幸福的滋味

argh!

when will my break comes?
I am still waiting patiently for it to appear...
11 weeks...
sian!

finally finish marketing management, business law and Efma ICAs...
when I thought every things are coming to an end, I'm TOTALLY wrong about that...

14th to 18th Jan: Business Finance and ICT Appilcation ICAs...
21th to 25th Jan: Sport and Wellness and Family and Youth ICAs..

EXAMS!
30th Jan: Marketing Management
31th Jan: Business Finance
1st Feb: Business Law
4th Feb: EFMA
5th Feb: Essentials of Sport and Wellness Management

and when I finally can really think hard about the break that I deserved, NYP denied me once again!!!

how happy can that be?!

after my last paper on the 5th, this is what will happen...

Industrial Placement Programme (IPP)
11th Feb - 25th April (11 weeks)

yeah!!!
sark man...
only less than a week of break before the attachment starts...

is this how they plan the schedule of the students?!
packed all the things together tightly so the students will not slack?

and when my attachment is over, new semester starts immediately!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!

SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!!
im just kidding...

so how to prepare early for exams? start now?
there's just too much things to do in such a pathetic time range...
so does it mean poly life = no life?

maybe it's just that I have a poor time management...
with trainings and projects and tests and projects and projects on going, it's difficult to have a good time management also...

hais...
am i stress?
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

later...

"holidays" over soon...

2007-12-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

我们肩靠肩的站着
看着不停流动的河
这阵子麻烦你了
被我的爱拉住了
终于你要走了

还是想叫你亲爱的
而自由是你最爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的
彩排我们转过身

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱我

记得一定要好好的
不管遇见了什么人
你在我耳边说着
声音却飞的好远
我也终于勇敢了

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我懂你没有我更辽阔

被你爱过我真的很快乐
只是成长要经过悲伤的
现在我相信那最深刻的爱
不一定会陪着我们到老的

yeah!

Merry Christmas!!!
hmm.. too late for that liao...

Happy New Year!!!!!
erm.. too early...

lol..

says it now first as I don't know when will I be blogging...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

yesterday went out for dinner with priscilla & zhen jie..
before that went to BATA to buy slippers..

BATA = "Buy And Throw Away" according to pris..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

after that we ate at Han's!
long time since i went there to have something..
think the last time i went was with my mum and bro and my cousins...
always went there with them whenever it's a person birthday..

last time went to Han's is like "WOAH", "YEAH"...
now is like... "erm... okay lo..."

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

these were what we ate...
a set meal with a drink and dessert and a soup of the day..
for just $7.80 onwards...
but the portion quite okay...
if u're not looking for a HEAVY meal, Han's is just right for u...

Chicken Carbonara

Black Pepper Chicken Chop

Grilled Fillets of Turkey with Cranberry and Thousand Island sauce

then zhen jie and I went to buy Munchy Donuts!

Nice!

Later...

At last...

2007-12-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

我靜靜站在轉角看玻璃透亮了街道
眼淚往下掉你曾經對著我微笑
夜景美麗的喧鬧在我眼中巳不重要
打溼了外套這感覺誰又會知道

我是你的影子隨時都可能消失
你說了太多藉口我不懂

看來我不懂不懂你的冷默
我不懂不懂怎麼承受
為什麼現在聽你每句話怎麼都會有點心痛
如果你要走帶走所有的痛
你要走那就放我自由
我沈默只是因為我不要看到你在他懷中

我聽不懂我看不懂我猜不透你的心

yeah!!!
3 projects down!!!
and the two weeks break have finally arrived!

the projects are once again piling up!!!

let me count...

not a lot actually...
hmm...

the projects are from:
2 Family and Youth
1 Marketing Management
1 Business Law
1 ICT
1 Sport and Wellness Management..

only 6 projects!!!
(ok im kidding myself...)

don't know which idiot in NYP set this kind of PACKED two weeks break for us...
so nice of them..
don't let me see them in NYP..
or else I don't know wad i will "do" to thank them...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I don't care!

I wana slack for the first few days before I start to do anything..
wana claim back the slacking period which is rightfully belongs to me in the first place..

ARGH!!!

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

just few updates from last week...

went out with 3P (w/o kaibin)...
we went suntec...
then saw F.I.R autograph session!!!
woo hooo!!!!
we all so happy...
in the end we went there and take photos of...

LIN PEI FEN!!!

wahahahahahahha

fyi, she is the host of the autograph session and also a DJ from 93.3FM...

she attracts more attention than the main guests of the session...
at least to us...
lol..

from back view...

to side view...

finally... a front view...

after that we went kbox!!!
2pm to 6pm..
$15.50 nett...
each person one drink, one snack and one side dishes which includes fries, sotong balls, nuggets..

quite a good package...

then swensen for dinner!!!
keep wanted to take photo but don't dare...
(inside joke)...

to johnson....

this is you before army...
which u will serve the nation from 15th Dec 2007 onwards...

let see wad can army turn you into...
fitter?
of course..

cya soon when u're out of camp and compare with this photo..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

long time never post so long liao..

later...

I survived...

2007-12-05T01:23:00.000+08:00

I did it!
I complete 42.195km!!!
can u believe it?

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I did it in 7h:56m:34s...

ok, iI know it's slow...
but I still completed it..

wahahahahahhahaha...
I never ran more than 10km in my whole life and now I have completed 42km...
yeah!

the first 20km is quite ok for me...
but the remaining 22km become very tough..
especially the route in east coast park!
DAMN long..
seems impossible to complete it...
i only start to sprint during the last 1km..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

during the marathon, heard this uncle saying that...

"Every people will say that this will be their last time they will ever take part in the marathon. But they always come back the next year."

come to think of it, actually quite true...
who knows that I may take part in next year's standard chartered marathon?

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

back to studies...

ICT test gone for sure...
now 2 projects due next friday...
argh....
can the term break come faster?

there's still lots and lots of projects to chiong during the term break...
but at least it's a "break"...

later...

random...

2007-11-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

這首為你點播的歌如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼哭什麼明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完這歌我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的下一首已經不是我
我努力唱大嘶吼我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得這首歌給我最愛的

one more to go!
yeah!!!

business law ICA not bad...
Business Finance ICA not very good...

now only left EFMA ICA...
which is tml...

but why am I still here blogging?!
shit..

gotta go...

ciaoz peeps!

10 days more!

busy busy busy...

2007-11-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

reports are done and handed in finally!
can chill a bit now..

but my nightmare has not ended just yet...
3 ICAs will be next for me to face..

will I be victorious or lose in this tough battle?
i don't know...
maybe hard work will make a difference to the end result..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

"A" level finishing soon..
YEAH!
but it's none of my business..
my tests just starting to come and my friends' major exam are gonna end soon..
just a MCQs paper distance them away from freedom..
shiok liao lo...
lol..

just hope mine also will finish soon...
but after my ICAs, projects are piling up once again..
wth?!

enough of projects and ICAs...
back to training days...
my staminas' getting from bad to worse..
and 42.195km is waiting for me on 2nd Dec.. (about 2 weeks from now...)
sure die...
but how to train when there are just so many things to do?
too bad..
so I will now wait and see how I "survive" that..
maybe i will not survive at all..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

later...

just a part of the journey...

2007-11-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

long time never post liao...
recently quite busy even though without trainings...
wad if there's trainings?
plus projects and tutorials...
it really can give me a KO punch straight to my face...

2 projects due next week..
I only touch one of it.. (and it's only about 10% of the whole project...)
after next week, ICAs are next and more projects are on-going...
when will I really have a nice break which I do not need to worry about anything???

not in the near future..
I suppose..

TEP results are out..
not that good..
GPA drops...
but there's one module that im very pleased with the grade even though it's a D+!
I really do not know anything about the module...
maybe this time is just plain luck that i scrap it through..
I PROMISE there will not be a second time this kinda thing will happen..
I hope so...

I AM NOW IN "DOING-PROJECTS" MODE!

do not disturb...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

Team NYP Dragonboat

faces had been changing,
no one will ever know when another comes or goes,
treasure the time together will be the way to go...

races we fought,
conflicts we had,
yet the team is still around..
but who can promise that it will always remain the same?

the goals we set,
the dreams we hope to achieve,
is still a long way to attain it...
will everyone hang on and prepare to face the changes that are arising?

when one cannot get the things that they wanted so badly,
hiding their real feeling is one option..
letting out the emotions is another..
we had experienced that before..
so are we strong enough to brace ourselves for the next event?

things will certainly change after this...
be it the people who trains,
or the people who are being trained..

what will the future be for the team?
no one knows..
but one thing I understand is...

the strong ones will remain...

NYP ALL-OUT!

IKEA!

2007-10-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

醒来只有我一个人
分不清黄昏或清晨
空气微冷有甚么在流失慢慢降温
一颗心往下沉
毕竟只是太短的梦
彼此终于退回陌生
我加上你两个人并不等于我们

你想我吗会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答

空屋子里没有回声
但我记忆有你指纹
我加上你两个人却并不等于我们

你想我吗会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗如果诚实回答
可是爱也让人疲乏

你知道吗我心快要溶化
是这样吗压抑的会爆发
你爱我吗爱我就懂我吗

告诉我善意的谎话
告诉我善意的谎话
好让我相信我不是
太傻

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

3rd November 2007...
it's coming...

will it be a day to remember or a day to forget?

ALL OUT is the words...
no regrets after that...

back to lessons days...

it's week 3 now...
there is really many assignments piling up already...
some are to be handed in by week 5 and i haven't even touch it at all..
just hope that somehow things will be done nicely by that time...

has been watching "My Date With a Vampire" recently..
(maybe that's the reason why my assignments are choking up to my neck now...)
it's nice!
go watch it on crunchyroll...

"A" level is ongoing now...
Good luck to all my JC friends...
now be hardworking and u will get a good return of harvest definitely...

just to mention this...
my next LONG break away from studies will only come around July NEXT YEAR!

YES!
u never see wrongly...
it's the second part of the year of rat, 2008...

SIANZ!
I WANT MY HOLIDAY!

hmm...
if u ever want to find a place to sit down and drink a cup of coffee with your friends,
u can go to...

not starbucks...
not TCC...
not McCafe...

is...

IKEA! (u should know that when u look at the title of this post)

trust me...
it's a nice place and the price is reasonable...
jason, mac and lincoln will certainly agree this...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

later...

2nd week...

2007-10-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

难过的左心房渐渐冷却
原来是晴天变成雨天
爱走了多远遗留在昨天
辛酸只能强忍住不被发现

还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限

也许放开后我才学会两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
就算(可惜)你离我越来越远再看不见我的转变

我微笑着和你拥抱道别
却模糊了最后一句再见

time flies...
just a blink of an eye and it's already second week of studies..

first week not bad..
get to know more about the modules that i am taking..
quite relaxing also..
but bad thing is i can already feel the works getting to pile up...

hate that feeling...
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

recent trainings were good...
the timing has improved..
1min 20secs...
coach is pleased..
the morale of the rest of us is high..
hope this impression is not temporary as the race is getting nearer..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

6 weeks more to standard chartered run...
42.195km...
i have not even start to train...
will i make it?
i SERIOUSLY doubt that...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

ciaoz...

by the way..
Milan sark!

80th!

2007-10-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

翻著我們的照片想念若隱若現
去年的冬天我們笑得很甜
看著你哭泣的臉對著我說再見
來不及聽見你已走得很遠

也許你已經放棄我也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過請再給我一個理由
說你不愛我

就算是我不懂能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作你的請求
我知道堅持要走是你受傷的藉口
請你回頭我會陪你一直走到最後
就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
我知道你的痛是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走請你記得我

如果難過請你忘了我

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

this will be the 80th post of my blog..
*cLaP*

another boring post i suppose..

tml will be the first day since year 1 that i will be stepping into lecture hall, tutorial room as my attachment is officially over..

sianz!
will miss the time at the gym...

tutorials, tests, projects and exams..
HERE I COME!!!

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

and i still don't know about my attachment results...
think about the third or fouth week of October the results will be released..
hope i can get a good one ba..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

as for the song that i put in this post..
it's my favourite song since i was sec3..
until now it still remains the same..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo..

miss those time where my friends used to listen to my Discman when we were on bus..
even though i had other songs, i only listened to this song and kept repeating it..
my friends gotta endure with it all the time...

LOL!

later..

Over You...

2007-10-03T03:39:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

*Chorus
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

*Chorus

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

*Chorus

Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

3rd post in 3 days...
amazing...

i should be doing my reports instead of blogging now...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

Half time:
Man Utd 0 AS Roma 0...

Will Man Utd win this match?
Shall see it later...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I WANT TO CHIONG REPORTS!
this is the 2nd time that i had said it...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
and this is the 1244856893465 times that i had said that...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

ciaoz!

LOL!

2007-10-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

Love this ad...
So funny...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

I WANT TO CHIONG REPORTS!

lol...

bye!

=D

一秒的安慰 (a moment of consolation)

2007-10-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

闭上眼就看见你的侧脸
这感觉像你还靠在我肩
沿着你眉间轻抚忧郁的眼
让失眠的我守在你的梦里面

想听见你的呼吸在耳边
这音乐能平静我的一切
明天再遥远不过是训练
训练多疼你一点

*Chorus

想听见你说的任何字眼
会温暖这颗心忘了疲倦
再多的考验不过是训练
训练更多的了解

*Chorus
一秒的安慰是我想你的滋味
微甜的滋味让我能去面对
欠你的安慰尽管你从不曾说累
你寂寞的眼我发现对你总不够体贴

一秒的安慰是那思念的滋味
微甜的滋味给你力气面对
温柔的安慰让它流入你的心扉
给我机会去体会生命里有你
多美

First post in the month October!

it's still song..
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

sianz...
it's Children's Day and yet is my 8th week of my attachment..
one more week and i will say bye bye to TEP..
hope i can get a result to pass TEP..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo..

test and reports coming up next for me..
hope can finish it before the deadline, not rushing it on the very last minute..
hate the feeling, but that's where motivation comes naturally..

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

gonna get some sleep real soon...
after two has been my sleeping time since don't know when...
and attachments and trainings were packed throughout the last 8 weeks...
getting sick of it..

and how will the timetable be for next semester?
hope there will be time for me to get sufficient rest...

ciaoz peeps!

why can't girls use a better way to handle certain situation without hurting someone?

songs of the moment!

2007-09-24T01:40:00.000+08:00

北風毫不留情把葉子吹落脆弱的她選擇了逃脫
葉子失去消息風才感覺寂寞整個冬天
北風的痛沒人能說

*Chorus
我從來沒想過我會這樣做從來沒愛過所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛從哪裡降落多少不能原諒的錯
卻不能重來過

翻開回憶角落完美的生活以為幸福都可以掌握
仔細回味當初那個故事背後 Oh 原來是我
犯下從沒承認的錯

*Chorus

在這少了你的世界 Oh 找不回那些感覺
其實我不想道別那些過去

我從來沒想過我會這樣做
從來沒愛過所以愛錯 (從來沒有愛過那麼認真)
我從哪裡起飛從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯卻不能重來過

我從來沒想過我會這樣做從來沒愛過所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛從哪裡降落多少不能原諒的錯
請你原諒我的愛錯

從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞還有一些疲憊
不允許找人隨意進入我的零度空間
寧願孤獨懶的再去想誰

倆個人一起是否只是得到一種安慰
掙脫過去然後忘記一切
沒想過有天我的結局忽然全部改變
誰會抓住我的無力雙臂

怎麼會哭 (誰錯誰對為誰抱歉)
不會再哭 (誰錯誰對為誰憔悴)

走入零度空間等到一切分裂就算愛的危險我們一起面對
來不及的防備沒聽過的誓言要我怎麼學會多了愛的明天
走出零度空間終於一切分裂就算愛的很累我卻不會後悔
放下所有防備一切都無所謂逃出黑暗世界開始新的明天
新的明天

新的世界

Lovin' you...

2007-09-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you

La la la la la...
La la la la la...
La la la la la la la la la la...

Do do do do do do...

Ah~~~~~~~~

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you

La la la la la...
La la la la la...
La la la la la la la la la la...

Do do do do do do...

Ah~~~~~~~~

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...
long time never post liao...

now just post for fun lo...

recently rmb this song...
the high pitch is like unreachable lo...
don't believe me u can try it yourself...

always thought was mariah carey who sing it..
but i am wrong..
is minnie riperton who sang it..
know who is she?

jacky wu sometimes will sing this song in e variety show he host..
damn funny lo...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

ciaoz!

Devil Beside You

2007-09-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

yO!

my tagbox is back!
shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

so long never post liao..
so just post one lo..

haha..

I am watching "Devil Beside You" recently...
is a DAMN nice show lo...
those who have not watch go watch it on crunchyroll...
but this show quite long ago liao..
maybe a lot of you watch before le..
im the slower one...

shi meh? ni xiang xin mah? hai hao lo...

ciaoz guys!

=D

music from "Secret"

2007-08-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

*Secret*

*Piano Battle 1*

*Piano Battle 2*

*三手联弹*

*湘伦小雨四手联弹*

*One Hand Music*

*小雨写立可白 I*

*小雨写立可白 II*

只要你能愉快

2007-08-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

雨不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀

爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采

*Chorus
紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在

*Chorus x2

只要你能愉快...

就算用尽了力气也未必如愿

2007-08-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

你消失的一百天我没了笑脸怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线一点一点　没知觉
泛红双眼不成眠它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解

才发现我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
Oh... 过敏源是对你的思念

我想我才了解我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线

我想我才发现感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
Oh... 过敏源是为你流的泪
我想我才了解就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸

季节一直变但我的心没有变

你消失的一百天我没了笑脸没知觉

放在糖果旁的是我很想回憶的甜

2007-08-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

走廊燈關上書包放走到房間窗外望
回想剛買的書一本名叫半島鐵盒
放在床邊堆好多第一頁第六頁第七頁序
我永遠都想不到陪我看這書的你會要走

不再是不再有現在已經看不到
鐵盒的鑰匙孔透了光看見它銹了好久
好舊好舊外面的灰塵包圍了我
好暗好暗鐵盒的鑰匙我找不到

放在糖果旁的是我很想回憶的甜
然而過濾了你和我淪落而成美
沉在盒子裡的是你給我的快樂
我很想記得可是我記不得

為什麼這樣子你拉著我說你有些猶豫
怎麼這樣子雨還沒停你就撐傘要走
已經習慣不去阻止你過好一陣子你就會回來
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間
為什麼這樣子你看著我說你已經決定
我拉不住你他的手應該比我更暖
鐵盒的序變成了日記變成了空氣演化成回憶
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間
所以你棄權

...

2007-08-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

一天过一天明天再见
这是你每次说的一直都没有改变
你的无奈我知道你的心已不在
放开这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里

Many things..
But I don't feel like blogging out...

Just listen to the song...

I hate myself...

2007-08-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端无法存活在真实的空间

*Chorus
想回到过去试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

*Chorus

沉默支撑跃过陌生静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉
想回到过去

I don't know what is happening to me...
I am actually giving up on something that once considered very important to me...

Think that's the only way to go...

I should not stay in the past,
and should move on peacefully...

I am a weakling...
Unable to handle this kind of situation...
Maybe it is my first time that I really put lots of effort in something,
And nothing has come out in the end...

I hate myself...
I hate it when I have to do this...
I hate it when I have to be a bastard...

I had already lose something now...
But I may gain something back in the future?

God knows...

I will be strong...

But what I need now is just one word...

Time...

To you...

2007-08-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

看着右手　被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手　按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送

默写你的爱过　坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说　表情才不难过

~Chorus~
我想要说　我想要说
如果没有了你　我该如何往下走
那一秒钟　有没有发现我　倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手　在这一切之后

整夜的风　冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口　再一次的路过
等在那角落　的人已不是我

默写你的爱过　坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说　表情才不难过

~Chorus~ x2

怎么劝我放手　在这一切

Looking at the photos of us,
Sweet memories flow back instantly,
Everything seems to have just happened yesterday...

Endless late night calls,
On going messages,
Meet ups every now and then,
Make us grow closer to each other...

But I have to know one fact,
That is people and things do change,
And we cannot undo the change just with a snap of fingers,
What we can only do is nothing but to accept it unwillingly...

No reply,
Unsimilar reaction,
Sudden change of tone,
Maybe that's the hint I should have recognised it long ago...

But I never,
I don't want to,
Because I do believe in miracle,
But that's only my naive thinking...

The lies that you had said,
I choose not to listen to it...
Because I think that you are just lost for the moment,
And one day you will be awake..

But your heart is no longer with me,
Yet I am still holding onto it without any regrets...
In fact I am fighting for something that is already gone...

Going past places we had been to,
Having ur favourite things,
Images of us just appear in my mind unintentionally...
And that only make me feel even harder to let you go...

But now you had already moved on,
Leading a new life...
I am still there... alone...
Reminisce with past that doesn't exist in the reality anymore...

Your smile,
Your laughter,
Your feelings,
Seems drifting away from me already...

Maybe I am just another ordinary guy in your life...
Maybe there is nothing between us from the beginning...
It's only me who imagine it in a positive manner...
And now the truth had hit me back hard to the ground..

So I shall move on also,
I will not weep,
Because there's no more tears for me to shed already..

I can do nothing now but to give you my bleesings for your future..
I will try my very best to forget you...
The one who plays a big part of my life...

No matter what,
Thank you for leaving your footprints in my lonely life...

Good bye to the painful past...
and...
Welcome the unknown future for me...

gifted*
never be forgotten...

Shi meh? Ni xiang xin mah?™

The Day I Confessed...

It's okay even if it hurts

1 month in Tekong!

Goodbye Pink and Welcome Green!

雨不停

In love again...

那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事

Songs!

I'm BACK!

说好的幸福呢

The Making of "干贝腊肠饭" (Scallops with Waxed Sausage rice)

下雨天

Do you know...

tags replied!

tags replied!

forlorn

100th!

but they can never have yesterday

ngesli

being able to live normally everyday is a happy and warm thing

6th week!

approaching 1 month of IPP..

one week of IPP

YEAH!!!

stress!

The Golden Path

no words to describe..

"holidays" over soon...

At last...

I survived...

random...

busy busy busy...

just a part of the journey...

IKEA!

2nd week...

80th!

Over You...

LOL!

一秒的安慰 (a moment of consolation)

songs of the moment!

Lovin' you...

Devil Beside You

music from "Secret"

只要你能愉快

就算用尽了力气也未必如愿

放在糖果旁的是我 很想回憶的甜

...

I hate myself...

To you...

那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

放在糖果旁的是我很想回憶的甜